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 Pressures...................4
eventually these strong reactions and inner desires and pressures will become weaker. They will not cease right 27 ESCAPE POSSIBLE ALSO ON THE PATH
have fully recognized? If you observe when such pressures exist and when not and analyze the reasons 96 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS; COMMENTS ON LAZINESS AS SYMPTOM OF SELF-ALIENATION
through but repressed due to outer influences and pressures. So my description is only a vague general 105 HUMANITY'S RELATIONSHIP TO GOD IN VARIOUS STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT
may try to ascribe your tensions, anxieties, discomforts, pressures, bad conscience, nagging discontent, to other matters. The 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE
 
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cannot accomplish what you want instantly. Instead of pressuring yourself into a state of bad conscience, relax 91 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
want, and what you indeed should have, by pressuring an outer source with all your efforts. The 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY
those which were negative or dead. Rushing and pressuring the resisting part is as useless and ineffective 182 PROCESS OF MEDITATION (MEDITATION FOR THREE VOICES: EGO, LOWER SELF, HIGHER SELF)
need if you gave up the pushing, holding, pressuring struggle. You believe that you are condemned never 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD
reduce the tension of this painful state by pressuring life into giving you the fulfillment of the 237 LEADERSHIP -- THE ART OF TRANSCENDING FRUSTRATION
 
 Presupposes.................13
will has to come from within, and that presupposes the existence of a healthy soul. If and 64 OUTER WILL AND INNER WILL -- MISCONCEPTION ABOUT SELFISHNESS
To experience defeat in a healthy, mature way presupposes true humility, not a false superimposed one. It 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
true humility, not a false superimposed one. It presupposes a certain generosity of feeling, a certain greatness 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
a spirit of adventure, so to speak. Pleasure presupposes the willingness to risk. But such risk is 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
face of abuse. Quite the contrary. Full commitment presupposes wide-awake choosing, the freedom to do so without 129 WINNER VERSUS LOSER: INTERPLAY BETWEEN THE SELF AND CREATIVE FORCES
their divine origin in an artificial duality that presupposes they are evil and regards them as the 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION
help another to be in the now, which presupposes the absolute and primary desire, I want to 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS
are, I do not want this experience. This presupposes that the experience has nothing to do with 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS
nothing to do with causes within yourself. It presupposes that others, circumstances, chance have brought this experience 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS
forward to the new beginning. Every new beginning presupposes the termination of the last phase, thus ending 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION
mold life- substance. Visualization of a fuller state presupposes desire. These concepts must be fostered by the 182 PROCESS OF MEDITATION (MEDITATION FOR THREE VOICES: EGO, LOWER SELF, HIGHER SELF)
it will be clear to you that one presupposes the other and is not possible without the 254 SURRENDER
and of brotherhood and sisterhood. Obviously, true communication presupposes communication with the self, with the inner levels 257 ASPECTS OF THE NEW DIVINE INFLUX: COMMUNICATION, GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPOSURE
 
 Pretend.....................59
with such clarity that it can no longer pretend and make excuses the way humans like to 12 THE ORDER AND DIVERSITY OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLDS-THE PROCESS OF REINCARNATION
that you are not what your outward actions pretend. You fear that your pride and self-will would 42 CHRISTMAS BLESSINGS -- OBJECTIVITY AND SUBJECTIVITY
have not got your will: you try to pretend that what you really wanted is no longer 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT
lack but think you should have, while you pretend to yourself and others that you do have 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
you will quickly say, Oh, I do not pretend; I do not do anything for appearance's sake 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
about your imperfections and do not need to pretend in order to hide them, only then do 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
you knows that you are not perfect, you pretend. Again, I emphasize: this does not concern the 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
are quite relaxed and free, and do not pretend. But there are other areas in which, emotionally 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
winning in certain areas of life, and therefore pretend that you don't care, while you do not 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
that you don't care, while you do not pretend in others. This pretense is not a crass 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
that you do not want it. Outwardly you pretend to yourself and to the world that you 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES
the destructive feelings, the more you have to pretend to feel what you do not really feel 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES
God-experience. Love cannot grow out of trying to pretend a truth that is not felt. But love 105 HUMANITY'S RELATIONSHIP TO GOD IN VARIOUS STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT
the latter can more easily deceive themselves and pretend that things are not so bad, and thus 106 SADNESS VERSUS DEPRESSION -- RELATIONSHIP
of your imagined love can be found. You pretend love when you merely need and have to 113 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SELF
the courage to look at myself, rather than pretend the opposite? Do I have the courage for 114 STRUGGLE: HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY
will disappear when you deny their existence and pretend opposite intentions and wishes. In your confusion you 116 REACHING THE SPIRITUAL CENTER-STRUGGLE BETWEEN LOWER SELF AND SUPERIMPOSED CONSCIENCE
are so inadequate that you cannot even successfully pretend; yet if you could only get to perfecting 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT
You are ashamed to admit this, so you pretend you possess what you do not. You could 128 LIMITATIONS CREATED THROUGH ILLUSORY ALTERNATIVES
and how this affects others; (c) how you pretend to have or be what you think you 128 LIMITATIONS CREATED THROUGH ILLUSORY ALTERNATIVES
desire is hopeless, and that therefore you must pretend and live in make-believe, you can then start 128 LIMITATIONS CREATED THROUGH ILLUSORY ALTERNATIVES
impossible and dangerous undertaking for many that they pretend that life is dismal and hopeless, clinging to 129 WINNER VERSUS LOSER: INTERPLAY BETWEEN THE SELF AND CREATIVE FORCES
to take a chance. The doubt means, I pretend to expect a maybe, but I am convinced 129 WINNER VERSUS LOSER: INTERPLAY BETWEEN THE SELF AND CREATIVE FORCES
must constantly be on guard, and you must pretend. Therefore, where you harbor distortions, you live a 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF
want to be is an ideal, which you pretend to be or to become. But this ideal 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF
yourself uselessly and needlessly unhappy. Soon you must pretend that you do not believe in the existence 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF
gloss over your difficulties, your emptiness, or you pretend that their cause has little or nothing to 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION
in the moment. Because of this feeling, people pretend. This is a different kind of pretense than 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER
of pretense is deeper, more subtle. You may pretend things you actually feel. You may really feel 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER
and destructive -- to cheat, to defy, to pretend, not to give but to take, to harbor 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES
between what you partly are and what you pretend to be -- also to yourself -- is 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
pain. Is it really as painful as I pretend? I mean here pretend in a deeper sense 163 MIND ACTIVITY AND MIND RECEPTIVITY
as painful as I pretend? I mean here pretend in a deeper sense. As you convince yourself 163 MIND ACTIVITY AND MIND RECEPTIVITY
In this case you do not love but pretend to love, for your own ulterior motives. The 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS
dominate and hold tight. It seems easy to pretend that the latter is the former, but the 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS
streak of cruelty; or you hate. If you pretend that your selfishness is the healthy version of 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS
Usually people are aware only of what they pretend to be to themselves. If they cannot bear 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS
see that it is none of what you pretend it is. It is never good. You are 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY
it covers. It is a hating attitude to pretend being a victim of the hate of others 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY
I must hide this fact, so I must pretend that I am more. Of course, these thoughts 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE
think you are more than others or only pretend in order to hide your feelings of worthlessness 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE
you must be tense, anxious, contracted. You cannot pretend when you are in a relaxed state, and 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE
require yourself to defend your defenses or to pretend to be so perfect that everything in you 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS
than to deny your fear of it and pretend to be unafraid. By freely admitting your fear 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS
as it may seem, the more helpless you pretend to be vis-a-vis your life experience, the less 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS
give up me. All I can do is pretend that I am different. This is a devastating 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY
beautiful. It is beautiful because you no longer pretend; you risk being truthful and thus become beautiful 200 THE COSMIC FEELING
are. When you overcome your imagined need to pretend, when you can be who you are, there 200 THE COSMIC FEELING
not wish to love and you do not pretend otherwise, this is your responsibility. If you realize 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY
group of people that hide their evil and pretend it does not exist. That will set an 209 THE ROSCOE LECTURE: INSPIRATION FOR THE PATHWORK CENTER
bitter and hopeless the suffering becomes. Then you pretend to yourself that your thoughts and your intentions 211 OUTER EVENTS REFLECT SELF-CREATION -- THREE STAGES
in front of others because you want to pretend to be other than what you are. The 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD
the poor enrich? Nor is it possible to pretend, for followers do know, in a deep inner 223 THE ERA OF THE NEW AGE AND NEW CONSCIOUSNESS
more you stop cheating in ways which you pretend do not exist and the more you stop 223 THE ERA OF THE NEW AGE AND NEW CONSCIOUSNESS
feelings of inferiority and weakness, and wished to pretend that he did not have these feelings, he 229 WOMAN AND MAN IN THE NEW AGE
phase. Do not try too hard, do not pretend to know more than you do. All you 231 NEW AGE EDUCATION
own deeper nature. Therefore you hurriedly try to pretend that you are in a perfect state, without 234 PERFECTION, IMMORTALITY, OMNIPOTENCE
If you give grudgingly and unwillingly because you pretend it is demanded of you, it cannot be 237 LEADERSHIP -- THE ART OF TRANSCENDING FRUSTRATION
me not as I am, but as I pretend to be. Once you clearly see this, you 252 PRIVACY AND SECRECY

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