| Pulsebeat...................9 | |
| rhythmic movement is regular in intervals and the pulsebeat can be measured according to three-dimensional time. The | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| not cringing away from it on the outgoing pulsebeat and by meeting what appears at first as | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| and pleasure cannot be gained when the spiritual pulsebeat is stopped through hardening, refusal of the experience | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| with your emotional self by allowing the healthy pulsebeat of the psyche to continue its natural process | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| wish to avoid by interrupting your natural spiritual pulsebeat rests on just such an illusion. By refusing | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| amounts to a deliberate stopping of breathing and pulsebeat through some artificial, inorganic means. Again, I would | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| experience how what was painful on the first pulsebeat of expansion diminishes with each pulsebeat. Each set | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| the first pulsebeat of expansion diminishes with each pulsebeat. Each set of movements will expand your self-realization | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| are not cramped up inside, when your natural pulsebeat functions according to its own organic law. As | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| Puncture....................3 | |
| It is therefore necessary that you begin to puncture that closed circuit. You cannot immediately dissolve it | 224 CREATIVE EMPTINESS |
| and you need your mind. But where you puncture your mind, the flow of new energy and | 224 CREATIVE EMPTINESS |
| thus become an instrument. It will open up, puncture its limitations, and acquire new concepts -- lightly | 224 CREATIVE EMPTINESS |
| Punish......................47 | |
| judge in a moralizing way; we do not punish. All that is wrong. There is no such | 47 THE WALL WITHIN |
| is wrong. There is no such thing. You punish yourself. If you go against your own plan | 47 THE WALL WITHIN |
| It fosters wrong guilt feelings and seeks to punish the self for them. You must differentiate between | 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME? |
| exists another form of punishment, the wish to punish another. If the other person does not do | 53 SELF-LOVE |
| your wish, you often feel a desire to punish. This can happen in very hidden and subtle | 53 SELF-LOVE |
| desires to die most often in order to punish those who have slighted him. The child feels | 53 SELF-LOVE |
| of indulging in the death fantasy, you can punish your fellow-creatures in many other ways. Whenever you | 53 SELF-LOVE |
| sickness. How many people develop an illness to punish their loved ones, to force them to be | 53 SELF-LOVE |
| by unconsciously choosing to be ill. Or you punish yourself for various guilts by using sickness as | 63 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| part. There are parents who never dare to punish or exert a healthy authority. This failing is | 73 COMPULSION TO RECREATE AND OVERCOME CHILDHOOD HURTS |
| The approach of taking it upon oneself to punish another human being is a very different one | 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE |
| extent should humans take it upon themselves to punish a criminal? ANSWER: It is not up to | 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE |
| It is not up to human beings to punish. Your course of action should be, and one | 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE |
| live out your negative emotions, the world will punish you in one form or another. Yes, my | 89 EMOTIONAL GROWTH AND ITS FUNCTION |
| you do not forgive yourself. You hate and punish yourself. All this may be unconscious to a | 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS |
| be lenient, in another to restrict and even punish. Those who depend on outer rules to tell | 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES |
| expedient, false unhappiness in order to manipulate, or punish others. The false, superimposed tendencies have to disappear | 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT |
| kind of vindictiveness turned around so that you punish others with your state of unhappiness. If you | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| also feel my cruelty when I withdraw and punish others with my isolation. Now, in spite of | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| which you have already verified: the desire to punish or to use the forcing current that says | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| a person one deeply resents and wishes to punish increases the guilt, for the ever-wakeful presence of | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| more selfish you become, the more you must punish yourself for the selfishness and convince yourself that | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| destructive attitudes: stubbornness, blind resistance, the desire to punish those who one thinks are responsible for one's | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| feels guilty for it, makes you hate and punish yourself and rob yourself of the real satisfactions | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| and drag out old injuries, to quite deliberately punish others for what your parents did to you | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| will even forgo your own happiness just to punish someone from your past. To see this seems | 176 OVERCOMING NEGATIVITY |
| no right to exist and therefore I must punish myself out of existence. Since this conflict is | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| self. But the giant guilt that threatens to punish these destructive aspects with total annihilation is not | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| venomous passive resistance and self-punishment are used to punish others who appear to cause the negative state | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| them. Negative intentionality is also a means to punish life in general. Some of you may have | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| the common and pervasive attitude of wishing to punish your parents. You do realize that this spiteful | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| us take the same example: I want to punish my parents by my own misery and spite | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| pain of your guilt, the more ruthlessly you punish yourself. Conversely, it is true that the more | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| that pain, the less you will need to punish yourself. The negative attitude of hiding from yourself | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| therefore truly be called a sin, because you punish others for your own failings, for your own | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| their real shortcomings as your excuse, when you punish them for the result of your own unloving | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| me everything. If you do not, I will punish you. This attitude is very typical. The more | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| treat others, and exactly how you choose to punish -- always so that you cannot be caught | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| you dare to react to this I will punish you by hating you and by blaming you | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| takes place. Suppose you inwardly say, I will punish you for not fulfilling my insatiable demands. I | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| love you or give you anything. I will punish you by making you guilty, and if you | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| I will not give it to you. I punish you most effectively by making myself the victim | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| even use others' real failings as excuses to punish them for not living up to your demands | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| you and then blame you, accuse you, and punish you when you do not comply with my | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| They were used to dominate, to judge, to punish, to put down, to instill fear of life | 222 TRANSFORMATION OF THE LOWER SELF |
| is true that the leader is out to punish and deprive you. Since you envy the leaders | 237 LEADERSHIP -- THE ART OF TRANSCENDING FRUSTRATION |
| messages He brought? He said, God does not punish mercilessly and unforgivingly, it is never an eye | 247 THE MASS IMAGES OF JUDAISM AND CHRISTIANITY |
| Punished....................24 | |
| guilty, the unconscious says, I desire to be punished. Thus a fear of punishment arises in the | 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE |
| this chain reaction. Now, the fear of being punished and the fear of not deserving happiness create | 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE |
| unconscious mind thinks, I am afraid to be punished by others, although I know I deserve it | 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE |
| deserve it. It is much worse to be punished by others, for then I am really at | 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE |
| be it life itself. But perhaps if I punished myself I could at least avoid the humiliation | 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE |
| humiliation, the helplessness, and the degradation of being punished by forces outside myself. These basic conflicts of | 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE |
| the other hand, the desire not to be punished coexists with it. Thus a hidden part argues | 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE |
| conscience; in reality no one needs to be punished. As you all know by now, the way | 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE |
| I know how much I deserve to be punished and despised. The bargaining you wanted to do | 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE |
| believe that somehow it was He who has punished you. Or you think, at best, that He | 56 CAPACITY TO WISH -- HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY MOTIVES IN DESIRE |
| to be taken that way, that you are punished because you have broken a law. It is | 63 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| mean: If you do wrong, you will be punished by retribution. It means: As you see and | 78 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| perfect. When you were not, you were often punished in one way or another. Perhaps the worst | 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE |
| that no unkind fate or cruel god has punished or neglected you, so you will deeply understand | 100 MEETING THE PAIN OF DESTRUCTIVE PATTERNS |
| this an asset for which you are unjustly punished by life; you will see the intrinsic selfishness | 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES |
| Simultaneously, it frees him from fear of being punished. In some ways, it brings him back to | 105 HUMANITY'S RELATIONSHIP TO GOD IN VARIOUS STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT |
| of awareness of it; the fear of being punished for it; the pride of wanting to be | 105 HUMANITY'S RELATIONSHIP TO GOD IN VARIOUS STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT |
| same fate, but also about the other being punished and having difficulties. This is, of course, entirely | 107 THREE ASPECTS THAT PREVENT LOVING |
| you to know that you will not be punished for knowing and yet not acting on the | 109 SPIRITUAL AND EMOTIONAL HEALTH THROUGH RESTITUTION FOR REAL GUILT |
| of the pride for which you may be punished, as well as the disappointment. You do not | 131 INTERACTION BETWEEN EXPRESSION AND IMPRESSION |
| have been known, you would have been gravely punished. The child had to deny them to remain | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| only be by stealing, and you would be punished. So as you speak the word for what | 233 THE POWER OF THE WORD |
| am so bad that I deserve to be punished this way. You have all learned on this | 258 PERSONAL CONTACT WITH JESUS CHRIST-POSITIVE AGGRESSION-REAL MEANING OF SALVATION |
| that were closed before -- not because God punished humankind and therefore locked the doors, but because | 258 PERSONAL CONTACT WITH JESUS CHRIST-POSITIVE AGGRESSION-REAL MEANING OF SALVATION |