| Rotten......................6 | |
| Hence no painful eruption is needed to destroy rotten structures. This will reveal the stark reality to | 183 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF CRISIS |
| quality. Some is defective, a cheap imitation, and rotten. When these two incompatible types of material become | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| inextricably mixed, the structure cannot stand. If the rotten material can be extricated without tearing down the | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| movement of the soul substance tears down the rotten structure, even if this means that temporarily all | 197 ENERGY AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN DISTORTION: EVIL |
| trust and faith cannot be built on the rotten foundation of distrust and lack of faith. If | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| that you have a stake in maintaining a rotten structure, a structure that you need to eliminate | 257 ASPECTS OF THE NEW DIVINE INFLUX: COMMUNICATION, GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPOSURE |
| Rough.......................7 | |
| one horse -- though this is but a rough explanation -- would represent one aspect, and so | 17 THE CALL -- DAILY REVIEW |
| that I can give you only a very rough outline of all this. This touches the very | 21 THE FALL |
| that my words can only give you a rough outline. They have to be squeezed into the | 34 PREPARATION FOR REINCARNATION |
| ledges and cliffs. At times the going is rough and tedious, the way steep and stony. At | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| your personal work. Let this lecture be a rough sketch of the picture we shall slowly complete | 62 MAN AND WOMAN |
| it in your conscious brain. This is a rough outline or plan for this working season. The | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| at times doubt this when the going gets rough. But when this is so, it is not | 256 INNER SPACE, FOCUSED EMPTINESS |
| Round.......................21 | |
| a beam that meets itself in an eternal round, as everything spiritual must move in circular completeness | 2 DECISIONS AND TESTS |
| often think, symbols. It is the other way round: the earthly things are symbols standing for spiritual | 12 THE ORDER AND DIVERSITY OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLDS-THE PROCESS OF REINCARNATION |
| In other words, it is the other way round. Now, due to the series of lectures I | 24 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| two normal people would not argue whether a round table in front of them is round or | 34 PREPARATION FOR REINCARNATION |
| a round table in front of them is round or square--as though this were a matter of | 34 PREPARATION FOR REINCARNATION |
| possibly be understood completely from having made the round only once. When you complete the first round | 36 PRAYER |
| round only once. When you complete the first round, you start again. Each time you start again | 36 PRAYER |
| reach this perspective, you have to repeat the round often. At the beginning this seems to you | 36 PRAYER |
| at one point. Every time you conclude one round and start the next, you follow an upward-winding | 36 PRAYER |
| With other people it is the other way round. But to say, You have to accept Jesus | 63 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| roundness, it does not mean it is a round form, like a ball. The surface of the | 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS |
| it must now be cultivated so as to round out not only your progress but your personality | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| matter of fact it is the other way round. Only when you can truly give to creation | 212 CLAIMING THE TOTAL CAPACITY FOR GREATNESS |
| With other objects it is the other way round. They never work out well. You hate them | 217 THE PHENOMENON OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| You have heard this and experienced it. Each round of the spiral is a new layer, and | 235 THE ANATOMY OF CONTRACTION |
| new layer, and at the entrance of each round a new and deeper commitment needs to be | 235 THE ANATOMY OF CONTRACTION |
| In that moment, you have entered a new round on your spiral and find yourself on a | 235 THE ANATOMY OF CONTRACTION |
| grow, it enters a new spiral phase or round. On that level, expansion may become positive and | 235 THE ANATOMY OF CONTRACTION |
| about this new phase on this new spiral round. I come up for trial in two weeks | 235 THE ANATOMY OF CONTRACTION |
| are also entering now into a new spiral round of beautiful unfoldment. Many, many more of you | 235 THE ANATOMY OF CONTRACTION |
| In reality it is just the other way round. Thus you struggle against the innate fate of | 257 ASPECTS OF THE NEW DIVINE INFLUX: COMMUNICATION, GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPOSURE |
| Roundabout..................6 | |
| ultimate justice, even when it comes in a roundabout way. Such experiences will make you feel that | 5 HAPPINESS FOR YOURSELF OR HAPPINESS AS A LINK IN THE CHAIN OF LIFE |
| cannot always be discovered right away. In a roundabout way scientific improvement must lead to the same | 40 MORE ON IMAGE-FINDING: A SUMMARY |
| such, even if it manifests in a very roundabout and hidden way, the manifestation of it is | 47 THE WALL WITHIN |
| of half-truth, this often happens in a more roundabout way. An outer influence may temporarily fortify a | 61 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| and consequently returns to you, often in a roundabout way, until these negative forces are exhausted. If | 65 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| circles; see yourself almost willfully pursuing the same roundabout, narrowly confined channels of thinking and never venturing | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| Rounded.....................6 | |
| your personality, so that you will become well rounded. A new finding usually does not fit into | 39 IMAGE-FINDING |
| will maintains a slow and even flow, always rounded. This will again show you the need to | 64 OUTER WILL AND INNER WILL -- MISCONCEPTION ABOUT SELFISHNESS |
| or mind, both conscious and unconscious, as a rounded form. The more evolved and developed a person | 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING |
| point. In the healthy soul the form is rounded, very smooth, and even. The substance is elastic | 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS |
| your inner personality. You will gain a more rounded picture of your total person and of your | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| be more relaxed, more meaningful, more harmonious, more rounded. As you deliberately set the activating principle in | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| Route.......................5 | |
| a little back door open as an escape route, a reservation; you are ready but at the | 8 MEDIUMSHIP -- HOW TO CONTACT GOD'S SPIRIT WORLD |
| are easier to trace. Others take a longer route, but the fact remains that nothing happens in | 18 FREE WILL |
| other than God's will. Only by taking this route in your everyday life will there be no | 28 COMMUNICATION WITH GOD -- DAILY REVIEW |
| not lifeless. It merely pursues an inverted, indirect route. The disintegration of matter will bring it together | 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF |
| to reach inner space. You take the other route in which you go right through what seems | 256 INNER SPACE, FOCUSED EMPTINESS |
| Routine.....................8 | |
| of an opposite extreme -- the extreme of routine. Routine is always apt to become the pitfall | 36 PRAYER |
| an opposite extreme -- the extreme of routine. Routine is always apt to become the pitfall for | 36 PRAYER |
| You have to find a proper balance. By routine I mean that you go on praying for | 36 PRAYER |
| the temptation of making your prayer into a routine. It will then remain alive, ever changing according | 36 PRAYER |
| I think that this leads rather to the routine against which you warned us. Which is right | 36 PRAYER |
| and a pleasant life together with a well-established routine outweigh the unrest of the soul, and the | 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX |
| is learned, one has to guard against the routine of prayer which makes it rigid and devoid | 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE |
| in many respects to remain in a rigid routine. If your prayer does not vibrate any more | 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE |
| Routines....................3 | |
| task. In an advanced stage even the daily routines of living, such as eating, getting up, cleansing | 108 FUNDAMENTAL GUILT FOR NOT LOVING -- OBLIGATIONS |
| tense and obsessed, afraid and anxious when established routines cannot be met -- that is a reliable | 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE |
| over time. They will never deteriorate into fixed routines. The sexual encounter is a true fusion of | 251 THE EVOLUTION AND SPIRITUAL MEANING OF MARRIAGE -- NEW AGE MARRIAGE |
| Rudimentary.................3 | |
| you have not even understood the most basic rudimentary elements of this work. It is time for | 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT |
| not necessitate this in any but the most rudimentary form. Love for ideas and principles is certainly | 115 PERCEPTION, DETERMINATION, LOVE AS ASPECTS OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| sufficiently developed, you could not undertake even the rudimentary steps of such pathwork. You would be incapable | 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL |
| Rule........................105 | |
| so -- to other fallen spirits, where they rule more or less independently. Only in specific cases | 6 THE HUMAN ROLE IN THE SPIRITUAL AND MATERIAL UNIVERSES |
| on earth, beings who are directly under Lucifer's rule, that is, they are from Hell, while others | 6 THE HUMAN ROLE IN THE SPIRITUAL AND MATERIAL UNIVERSES |
| task and learned from it. You see, the rule is not always the same. Think about this | 7 ASKING FOR HELP AND HELPING OTHERS |
| matter. One cannot set up a generally valid rule for establishing the right middle ground; everything depends | 8 MEDIUMSHIP -- HOW TO CONTACT GOD'S SPIRIT WORLD |
| Yet it is not possible to establish a rule valid for everyone without exception. For a few | 9 PRAYER AND MEDITATION -- THE LORD'S PRAYER |
| and solely time and place vary. As a rule, regularity is advantageous. Human beings have difficulty concentrating | 9 PRAYER AND MEDITATION -- THE LORD'S PRAYER |
| human understanding are too limited. Therefore, as a rule I do not even like to talk much | 21 THE FALL |
| higher. ANSWER: It is this way: As a rule, they cannot see it. As a manifestation from | 23 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| circumstances that warrant these measures. Yet as a rule, whenever a higher being manifests to beings of | 24 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| that? ANSWER: Oh, you cannot possibly make a rule on that. In the majority of cases, there | 24 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| what exists in the spirit world. As a rule, I do not like to talk about this | 25 THE PATH: INITIAL STEPS, PREPARATION, AND DECISIONS |
| of these different phases varies. There is no rule governing which phase comes first and which follows | 34 PREPARATION FOR REINCARNATION |
| character; on many circumstances. One cannot make a rule. QUESTION: But to start the day with prayer | 36 PRAYER |
| harbors. There are practically no exceptions to this rule unless we think of the very few purified | 40 MORE ON IMAGE-FINDING: A SUMMARY |
| on all others, or to make a general rule of it. The unfoldment of the universal forces | 40 MORE ON IMAGE-FINDING: A SUMMARY |
| many levels in one sweep. But as a rule you can be sure that one mass-killing causes | 41 IMAGES: THE DAMAGE THEY DO |
| is much happier in the beyond, as a rule, than on earth. We cannot generalize about animals | 42 CHRISTMAS BLESSINGS -- OBJECTIVITY AND SUBJECTIVITY |
| Then you will not need an external, forceful rule to find the right attitude for different situations | 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME? |
| right attitude for different situations in life. Such rule is a crutch. Once you know your unconscious | 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME? |
| rigid and dead. And you cannot make one rule. There are so many possibilities, and each possibility | 52 THE GOD-IMAGE |
| as satisfactory as if I could pronounce one rule and conduct for all alternatives. The only true | 52 THE GOD-IMAGE |
| distorted and rigidly set up as an inflexible rule, that is the danger of evil. The truth | 53 SELF-LOVE |
| in love with one's life. There is no rule that would define where you may deviate and | 53 SELF-LOVE |
| may and may not be so. Again, no rule can be set up. Realize that you are | 53 SELF-LOVE |
| personally. As I said, you cannot establish a rule as to where the line can be drawn | 53 SELF-LOVE |
| desires healthy and what makes them unhealthy. One rule is that whenever you desire something for the | 56 CAPACITY TO WISH -- HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY MOTIVES IN DESIRE |
| I do not have the slightest wish to rule over others; that is not true. But what | 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS |
| greater or lesser development. There is no fixed rule on that. Each case is a separate instance | 61 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| self- importance, pride, vanity, or the will to rule can exist only in the outer, but never | 64 OUTER WILL AND INNER WILL -- MISCONCEPTION ABOUT SELFISHNESS |
| to the person who is observing this basic rule. Its observance brings a certain objectivity and detachment | 67 QUESTION AND ANSWERS |
| by other things. Religions have made a rigid rule out of this wise provision and admonition. With | 70 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| to give up your autonomy submitting to the rule of another person. Hence only when you recognize | 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING |
| cling to the supposed safety of the fixed rule. You seem to feel as though you could | 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING |
| confusion about self-responsibility. When leaning on the fixed rule, you shift the responsibility to the rule. When | 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING |
| fixed rule, you shift the responsibility to the rule. When you realize that there is no such | 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING |
| there is no such thing as a fixed rule, you are frightened, because you have to determine | 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING |
| a danger to you. The inflexible or fixed rule or law is for the child who cannot | 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING |
| need the strong authority who upholds the fixed rule because then they do not have to be | 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING |
| understand. It wants to lean on dogma and rule, so as not to have to think, to | 74 CONFUSIONS AND HAZY MOTIVATIONS |
| and briefly I may say this: As a rule, when souls return to their spiritual home, they | 76 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS (Compiled from Private Sessions and Earlier Lectures) |
| a negative fear as though this is the rule by which one is to be governed and | 78 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| if you merely discuss it. There is no rule or formula. You may develop the best theories | 80 COOPERATION, COMMUNICATION, UNION |
| opposed to the great truth. There is no rule or regulation you can lean on here. As | 82 THE CONQUEST OF DUALITY SYMBOLIZED IN THE LIFE AND DEATH OF JESUS |
| realize that other resentments are altogether unfounded. No rule can be made. You yourself will know the | 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT |
| represents rules, but of a different order. The rule then may be ruthlessness, dominion over others, selfishness | 87 THE NEXT PHASE ON THE PATH; QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| those who do love animals. There is no rule, and every case has to be judged individually | 87 THE NEXT PHASE ON THE PATH; QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| happens more as an exception than as a rule. It cannot happen as a rule as long | 89 EMOTIONAL GROWTH AND ITS FUNCTION |
| as a rule. It cannot happen as a rule as long as your emotions remain destructive and | 89 EMOTIONAL GROWTH AND ITS FUNCTION |
| the Sermon on the Mount, or the golden rule? Is that too rigid a rule? ANSWER: In | 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS |
| the golden rule? Is that too rigid a rule? ANSWER: In the first place, I distinguished, in | 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS |
| other. Any words I could give you, any rule I could pronounce, would be very misleading. But | 91 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| if you would all abide by the rigid rule that nothing must be killed, you would destroy | 91 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| destructive life-organism is maintained because of such a rule, it would eventually destroy the bigger, more important | 91 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| allowing an organism to live due to a rule not to kill, you would kill just the | 91 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| you end up doing the very thing the rule forbids. This applies to any truth. Truth carried | 91 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| becomes an untruth. Truth is never a rigid rule that can be pursued to the end. It | 91 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| courage to examine the issues while forgetting the rule, you cannot come into selfhood, you cannot develop | 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT |
| be worth much more than following a perfect rule -- it is something to meditate upon. The | 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT |
| always between your childish self-will and a rigid rule or principle. Incidentally, the principle may even be | 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT |
| we are able to act according to a rule, that is, to live together. Apart from that | 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT |
| most certainly does not act according to any rule, either a general, outer one, or even a | 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT |
| this work is first, to conform to a rule, and second, to become like a machine, I | 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT |
| words. But, you see, what then becomes a rule is that I, or we, or mankind, must | 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT |
| aim to become oneself. Then this is a rule. ANSWER: No. You can choose to remain infants | 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT |
| when not cannot be determined by a general rule. The difference is too subtle and can only | 101 THE DEFENSE |
| them. What you say is certainly not a rule, but it is possible under certain circumstances if | 102 THE SEVEN CARDINAL SINS |
| has petrified this onetime experience into a general rule and law, then your present and future ability | 104 INTELLECT AND WILL AS TOOLS OR HINDRANCES OF SELF-REALIZATION |
| one extreme to another. When he adopts one rule, good as it may be, in exchange for | 105 HUMANITY'S RELATIONSHIP TO GOD IN VARIOUS STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT |
| this area of your being you wish to rule supreme. You do not want to know another's | 116 REACHING THE SPIRITUAL CENTER-STRUGGLE BETWEEN LOWER SELF AND SUPERIMPOSED CONSCIENCE |
| to be confused with omnipotence. They do not rule, nor are they ruled. Instead, a healthy interdependence | 120 THE INDIVIDUAL AND HUMANITY |
| you may imagine what would happen. It would rule over all those who are weaker and destroy | 120 THE INDIVIDUAL AND HUMANITY |
| misery, and I do not allow it to rule over me any longer. I take the reins | 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT |
| to give while the most destructive part may rule you unbeknownst to yourself. Fearing your darker side | 127 EVOLUTION'S FOUR STAGES: AUTOMATIC REFLEXES, AWARENESS, UNDERSTANDING, KNOWING |
| You are used to quickly assuming a ready-made rule, without questioning it. You echo something blindly, without | 128 LIMITATIONS CREATED THROUGH ILLUSORY ALTERNATIVES |
| is appropriate must be found. There is no rule, my friends, as to when to emphasize one | 131 INTERACTION BETWEEN EXPRESSION AND IMPRESSION |
| and also receiving the other's self-expression. Since no rule can be made about the rhythm of this | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| You feel slighted, discriminated against, rejected. As a rule you admit this only vaguely. You may say | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| self, in their feelings, by making a general rule that life is, supposedly, bad. The personal experience | 147 THE NATURE OF LIFE AND HUMAN NATURE |
| what you really think and feel. As a rule you look away from it and you are | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| these two universal forces. Since there exists no rule for exactly when and how to switch from | 163 MIND ACTIVITY AND MIND RECEPTIVITY |
| is too alert to allow the destructiveness to rule and precipitate negative actions. The individual does not | 169 THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE PRINCIPLES IN THE CREATIVE PROCESS |
| is overwhelmingly negative, should be severed. As a rule, the more highly developed person should assume the | 180 THE SPIRITUAL SIGNIFICANCE OF HUMAN RELATIONSHIP |
| approaches. As I said, there is no outer rule to determine when to change from one into | 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS |
| disorder and creates discomfort in the soul. This rule applies as much to a person's outer habits | 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE |
| commonly created sphere of temporary reality. This same rule applies of course to this earth sphere, with | 211 OUTER EVENTS REFLECT SELF-CREATION -- THREE STAGES |
| when pride, selfwill, and fear are allowed to rule the consciousness. The moment you have exposed, owned | 211 OUTER EVENTS REFLECT SELF-CREATION -- THREE STAGES |
| practical guideline. You all know that as a rule psychological reality stops short at the self-creating aspect | 211 OUTER EVENTS REFLECT SELF-CREATION -- THREE STAGES |
| conscious actions. You also know that, as a rule, spiritual reality in the way it is mostly | 211 OUTER EVENTS REFLECT SELF-CREATION -- THREE STAGES |
| free will. Let us further suppose you then rule by possessiveness, domination, jealousy, coercion, and demands. Remember | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| overt or covert way and that you can rule just as much by dependency, blaming, and making | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| you, he or she will submit to your rule, but also will resent and blame, hate and | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| energy system in which you directly or indirectly rule, coerce, pressure, command, demand, and manipulate -- and | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| give to the negative self that rejects any rule but its own. The negative self does not | 220 REAWAKENING FROM PRE-INCARNATORY ANESTHESIA |
| always has the choice to allow it to rule you. But you can also take the reins | 222 TRANSFORMATION OF THE LOWER SELF |
| it; you do not allow those aspects to rule you, nor do you cast them out and | 222 TRANSFORMATION OF THE LOWER SELF |
| This means labor, courage, search. Obeying the outer rule prevents this. So what I have shown you | 227 CHANGE FROM OUTER TO INNER LAWS IN THE NEW AGE |
| this polarization was an inevitable byproduct of the rule system -- rules which the primitive consciousness required | 227 CHANGE FROM OUTER TO INNER LAWS IN THE NEW AGE |
| punishment that would hold them back. No rigid rule will apply to everyone alike. Each person will | 231 NEW AGE EDUCATION |
| open and knows no formula and no rigid rule. Inner freedom and security make it possible for | 234 PERFECTION, IMMORTALITY, OMNIPOTENCE |
| of your own lower self that wants to rule selfishly and cruelly. In hiding this tendency you | 240 ASPECTS OF THE ANATOMY OF LOVE: SELF-LOVE, STRUCTURE, FREEDOM |
| mask self that is now the generally accepted rule and pretended necessity for political life and politicians | 242 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF POLITICAL SYSTEMS |
| is by no means so, as a general rule. Usually the longing is suppressed and repressed. It | 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING |
| is erroneous. Test once again a new ground rule of life and begin gradually to discard the | 250 INNER AWARENESS OF GRACE -- EXPOSING THE DEFICIT |
| patterns. Their reaction should not be your inflexible rule to abide by but should make you thoughtful | 252 PRIVACY AND SECRECY |
| absorbed unless you surrender to the teacher. This rule applies to the most mundane things you wish | 254 SURRENDER |