| Utopia......................24 | |
| their compulsive childish need to receive the child's utopia of perfect love and care. This may happen | 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE |
| accepting it in exchange for the world of utopia that the infant desires. Intellectual conviction and outer | 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS |
| amounts to feeling endangered because your world of Utopia is proven unreal. This is the phantom fear | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| perishing. Last time I discussed the function of Utopia in the human personality. I said that the | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| see that this is an impossibility. It is Utopia! You cannot be free and at the same | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| wants does not exist; it is illusion or Utopia. The price for illusion is extremely high. The | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| see now that giving up the world of Utopia appears to you as the abyss. Giving up | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| appears to you as the abyss. Giving up Utopia seems to you the greatest danger and you | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| valuable strength for nothing. To give up your Utopia seems dire misery. The world becomes bleak and | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| all this is not true. To give up Utopia does not make for a bleak world. You | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| If you did not cling tenaciously to the Utopia of having freedom and refusing self-responsibility, you could | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| price you must pay for insisting on your Utopia. In truth, you cannot possibly come to harm | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| because you still hope that the world of Utopia can actually exist. Therefore, you have to fear | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| face up to them. In the world of Utopia you do not. This is a good part | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| make mistakes. The child in you, clinging to Utopia, believes you must never make a mistake. Making | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| continued wish to be free. The world of Utopia as well as the fearsome abyss of illusion | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| the abyss of illusion and the world of Utopia. But there doubtless are areas where you do | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| or another, you live in your world of Utopia and therefore struggle against the abyss of illusion | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| you realize how much you fear giving up Utopia in all its ramifications, you will have taken | 60 THE ABYSS OF ILLUSION -- FREEDOM AND SELF-RESPONSIBILITY |
| one way leads to doom, the other to utopia. Passions are aroused and provocations compounded to enlarge | 67 QUESTION AND ANSWERS |
| child incapable of giving up the desire for utopia. Why do we then take such pains to | 126 CONTACT WITH THE LIFE FORCE |
| body will then be possible. This sounds like utopia, my friends: and actually it would bring about | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| actually it would bring about a kind of utopia, if this blissful state were not sought out | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| imposes any frustration, who offers this kind of utopia, also creates a sense of fear in those | 256 INNER SPACE, FOCUSED EMPTINESS |
| Utterance...................6 | |
| is not mere coincidence, however, that his last utterance was recorded, and passed on to humanity, in | 82 THE CONQUEST OF DUALITY SYMBOLIZED IN THE LIFE AND DEATH OF JESUS |
| his suffering. It was very important that this utterance be transmitted to humanity. Since every single facet | 82 THE CONQUEST OF DUALITY SYMBOLIZED IN THE LIFE AND DEATH OF JESUS |
| symbolic meaning for humanity's personal problems, so this utterance, too, must have significance. It can be fully | 82 THE CONQUEST OF DUALITY SYMBOLIZED IN THE LIFE AND DEATH OF JESUS |
| gesture, that emphasis, this expression, that action, this utterance, that tense muscle mean, unbeknown to the person | 124 THE LANGUAGE OF THE UNCONSCIOUS |
| unconflictedness, the oneness and the wholeness of the utterance. Feelings, desires, concepts, perceptions, knowing must all be | 232 BEING VALUES VERSUS APPEARANCE VALUES -- SELF-IDENTIFICATION |
| spoken reveals the will that motivates this particular utterance. It can be the divine will or the | 233 THE POWER OF THE WORD |
| Uttered.....................12 | |
| takes possession the moment the first cry is uttered. QUESTION: You say -- and I have heard | 23 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| possession only after the first cry has been uttered. But it has been known that in some | 23 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| that they should learn. This desire should be uttered without pressure or haste, rather with a calm | 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING |
| Needless to say, such thoughts are not really uttered, even unconsciously. For in the unconscious of the | 93 THE LINK BETWEEN THE MAIN IMAGE, REPRESSED NEEDS, AND DEFENSES |
| being, prayer is no longer an action of uttered words or thoughts. It is a feeling of | 105 HUMANITY'S RELATIONSHIP TO GOD IN VARIOUS STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT |
| desire to make restitution, then that very desire, uttered in prayer and meditation, will make you find | 109 SPIRITUAL AND EMOTIONAL HEALTH THROUGH RESTITUTION FOR REAL GUILT |
| thought produces the form the moment it is uttered. Impatience is the memory of this experience, without | 208 THE INNATE HUMAN CAPACITY TO CREATE |
| one-pointedness, from the conflict- free attitude behind the uttered word, comes the creative power. Now you can | 232 BEING VALUES VERSUS APPEARANCE VALUES -- SELF-IDENTIFICATION |
| levels must also exist. Then your word -- uttered with voice or uttered in thought -- cannot | 232 BEING VALUES VERSUS APPEARANCE VALUES -- SELF-IDENTIFICATION |
| Then your word -- uttered with voice or uttered in thought -- cannot have the strength, power | 232 BEING VALUES VERSUS APPEARANCE VALUES -- SELF-IDENTIFICATION |
| word is not necessarily less powerful than the uttered word. Many words are spoken with the vocal | 233 THE POWER OF THE WORD |
| power, either constructively or destructively. So the lightly uttered words, without impact, without depth or roots, whether | 233 THE POWER OF THE WORD |
| Vacillate...................3 | |
| precludes the fulfillment of your desire, you constantly vacillate between these various measures, never fully deciding for | 80 COOPERATION, COMMUNICATION, UNION |
| unselfishness, so you remain undecided; you continue to vacillate between two camps. If many people were capable | 145 RESPONDING TO THE CALL OF LIFE |
| prefer to keep it constantly in abeyance. You vacillate, theorize, stay on the edge before going into | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| Vacuum......................25 | |
| try to have, become locked in a certain vacuum that bars a complete understanding and evaluation of | 26 FINDING ONE'S FAULTS |
| into despair. All this happens in a vague vacuum, in a no man's land between awareness and | 116 REACHING THE SPIRITUAL CENTER-STRUGGLE BETWEEN LOWER SELF AND SUPERIMPOSED CONSCIENCE |
| this interim stage, one finds oneself in a vacuum which one often unwittingly prolongs by fighting against | 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT |
| to pass. Are you prepared to meet this vacuum in the most constructive, wise, and knowing way | 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT |
| spark may have been tiny in an immense vacuum. Yet in this tiny spark was the utmost | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| infinitely good divine Creator aimed to fill this vacuum, a vacuum of nothingness, with the spark of | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| divine Creator aimed to fill this vacuum, a vacuum of nothingness, with the spark of the all | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| slowly penetrate the darkness and nothingness of the vacuum. The spark had incredible light and glowing aliveness | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| incredible light and glowing aliveness and allness. The vacuum formed an infinity in the outer regions; the | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| there is an infinity, but it is both vacuum and inner spark of eternal light, the later | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| in its infinity and eternality, inexorably filling the vacuum, until there is no vacuum. Since the All | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| inexorably filling the vacuum, until there is no vacuum. Since the All is such vibrant consciousness and | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| energy, it cannot help but penetrate the entire vacuum. The outer region will be entirely filled with | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| the inner life of the spark. The outer vacuum is not evil, for evil is not nothing | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| knowledge of their connectedness and struggle against the vacuum. The ferocious struggle against giving up being, existing | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| attitudes that express the struggle against the dark vacuum seems to threaten the individual with extinction. Giving | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| united with the All. The fear that the vacuum will engulf the apparently separated divine spark is | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| life. You will find the terror of the vacuum, and you ultimately will find the eternal consciousness | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| never die, and which must slowly interpenetrate the vacuum. The sooner you make room for these verities | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| consciously and deliberately spread your being into the vacuum, filling it with your real nature. When you | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| byproducts of aliveness, of the unitive state. The vacuum is fixed; the spark of the all is | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| for nonmovement. So you experience fear of the vacuum. You want nonmovement in the illusion that movement | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| illusion that movement will carry you into the vacuum, where your consciousness will cease. Yet the life | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| to become stagnant and give in to the vacuum is great. This must be overcome by moving | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| the momentary uncertainty of stepping into an apparent vacuum created after they have given up their tight | 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD |
| Vaguely.....................88 | |
| draw the conclusions from what you feel only vaguely -- the fact is, you do not really | 3 CHOOSING YOUR DESTINY -- THE WILL TO CHANGE |
| you should strive for, you may imagine it vaguely as something to be got from the outside | 7 ASKING FOR HELP AND HELPING OTHERS |
| but in conditions of which you can only vaguely appreciate the extreme difficulty, even with these explanations | 22 SALVATION |
| only be found within you, continue to search vaguely in some hidden recesses of your souls to | 28 COMMUNICATION WITH GOD -- DAILY REVIEW |
| Him, pray and meditate. He will be something vaguely abstract and not a living reality in your | 28 COMMUNICATION WITH GOD -- DAILY REVIEW |
| have been fulfilled or not. You can perhaps vaguely glimpse how infinitely complicated and exact this preparation | 34 PREPARATION FOR REINCARNATION |
| a difficulty, recognizing one's own responsibility instead of vaguely blaming the injustice of the law, constitutes true | 40 MORE ON IMAGE-FINDING: A SUMMARY |
| aware of them any more and just suffers vaguely in a continuous, gnawing pain. How sad it | 41 IMAGES: THE DAMAGE THEY DO |
| the wrong way. This the other also sensed vaguely. Understand his attitude by understanding your own, laugh | 47 THE WALL WITHIN |
| give in to the temptation. You feel it vaguely, without real awareness of its significance and meaning | 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE |
| each. But this aim is mostly unclear, only vaguely felt, and even less understood. It often mingles | 62 MAN AND WOMAN |
| within that deviates from the right principle. One vaguely feels one's inner deviations and tries to superimpose | 62 MAN AND WOMAN |
| clearly by thinking about it, or at least vaguely sensed it. We certainly do not blame any | 63 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| is wrong. Although you will feel it but vaguely, you know it is not in accord with | 64 OUTER WILL AND INNER WILL -- MISCONCEPTION ABOUT SELFISHNESS |
| confusion arises in the soul. In the child's vaguely felt emotions, love and acceptance from this particular | 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF |
| of expression. You will find that what you vaguely felt was wrong and had to be concealed | 68 SUPPRESSION OF POSITIVE AND CREATIVE TENDENCIES - THOUGHT PROCESSES |
| bring. Many of my friends consciously believe or vaguely feel that when they have worked on themselves | 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED |
| theoretical and logical deductions or they are only vaguely felt emotions. This is not enough. Therefore I | 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING |
| will live up to your expectations. Hence you vaguely feel that you do not trust the other | 72 THE FEAR OF LOVING |
| suffering is self-created. Your realization of this, whether vaguely or fully, causes you to become frantic whenever | 82 THE CONQUEST OF DUALITY SYMBOLIZED IN THE LIFE AND DEATH OF JESUS |
| for some time, you will feel it only vaguely at first. But as you proceed with your | 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION |
| prescribed behavior patterns and rules, however subtly and vaguely felt. When others do not abide by these | 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION |
| are confused about, rather than feeling it only vaguely. The child in you resists growth, desires to | 93 THE LINK BETWEEN THE MAIN IMAGE, REPRESSED NEEDS, AND DEFENSES |
| You are not fully aware of them. You vaguely skip over them, knowing that perfection cannot be | 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS |
| is. But, my friends, often you are only vaguely aware of your needs, or if you are | 98 WISHFUL DAYDREAMS |
| future, only now. This can, at best, be vaguely sensed, by feeling, rather than intellect. Furthermore, this | 105 HUMANITY'S RELATIONSHIP TO GOD IN VARIOUS STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT |
| as ambivalent emotions you are unaware of. They vaguely disturb you and you attribute that to the | 106 SADNESS VERSUS DEPRESSION -- RELATIONSHIP |
| destructive tendencies, which you have so far only vaguely sensed, will yield to a calm observation of | 109 SPIRITUAL AND EMOTIONAL HEALTH THROUGH RESTITUTION FOR REAL GUILT |
| or you become defensive and defiant because you vaguely feel guilty, without being able to put your | 109 SPIRITUAL AND EMOTIONAL HEALTH THROUGH RESTITUTION FOR REAL GUILT |
| mean? You hear a lecture and you wait vaguely for something to happen, never realizing that you | 109 SPIRITUAL AND EMOTIONAL HEALTH THROUGH RESTITUTION FOR REAL GUILT |
| is it possible to suspect, even if only vaguely, that our pathwork is opposed to faith in | 110 HOPE AND FAITH AND OTHER KEY CONCEPTS DISCUSSED IN ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS |
| the wrong direction to seek the fulfillment they vaguely sense to exist. For only when you have | 113 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SELF |
| weakness. Or, he expresses aggressiveness, and because he vaguely feels that this is unkind or unspiritual, he | 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION |
| one layer. But you may -- unconsciously or vaguely half-consciously -- feel that you, as a mature | 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION |
| of other people's demands on you which may vaguely feel like a stream rushing toward you. The | 122 SELF-FULFILLMENT THROUGH SELF-REALIZATION AS MAN OR WOMAN |
| aware of hidden emotional reactions, of subtle, elusive, vaguely felt emotional movements. But once your mind is | 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT |
| wishful thinking, not escape or daydreaming of a vaguely hoped for miracle bringing salvation, but realistic hope | 127 EVOLUTION'S FOUR STAGES: AUTOMATIC REFLEXES, AWARENESS, UNDERSTANDING, KNOWING |
| such knowingness in another person. Perhaps you only vaguely sensed what its significance was, but you may | 127 EVOLUTION'S FOUR STAGES: AUTOMATIC REFLEXES, AWARENESS, UNDERSTANDING, KNOWING |
| that people have only begun to discover them vaguely and to a limited degree. Whether this power | 135 MOBILITY IN RELAXATION-SUFFERING THROUGH ATTACHMENT OF LIFE FORCE TO NEGATIVE SITUATIONS |
| intent to find themselves -- skirt the issue. Vaguely they hope that they can accomplish the goal | 136 THE ILLUSORY FEAR OF THE SELF |
| many wonderful assets which you neglect or only vaguely sense. And even when you do sense them | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| are not mere words or theories you can vaguely believe to be meant for a distant future | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| seems so much easier to wish for something vaguely different, or even precisely different -- in an | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| one aspect that I have only generally and vaguely touched upon, for the simple reason that none | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| deceiving yourself by avoiding these aspects. You may vaguely feel something like this, but there is a | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| yet experienced. There are many occasions when you vaguely and hazily experience the real self, such as | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| rejected. As a rule you admit this only vaguely. You may say the words, but you do | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| be aware of the cruelty, even if only vaguely. You can proceed from there. Some may be | 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY |
| activated by consciousness. But hearing the truth, even vaguely thinking it, and knowing it are not the | 141 RETURN TO THE ORIGINAL LEVEL OF PERFECTION |
| When somehow you grasp this, no matter how vaguely, it first appears in your inner feelings -- | 144 THE PROCESS AND SIGNIFICANCE OF GROWING |
| that they have love, or they may have vaguely experienced an inner refusal to love but never | 146 POSITIVE CONCEPT OF LIFE-FEARLESSNESS TO LOVE-BALANCE BETWEEN ACTIVITY AND PASSIVITY |
| a very different way from that which you vaguely defend against in yourself. Such weakness is always | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| failure results from fearing success. Success seems as vaguely dangerous as any other kind of happiness. Fear | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| realized that the cosmic struggle cannot become even vaguely conscious unless you gain considerable insight into and | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| here is the unconscious -- or perhaps only vaguely conscious -- fear that these unacceptable impulses, desires | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| to the pleasure you so much desire. You vaguely suspect that you may be wrong to even | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| how many times you feel unhappy and only vaguely face your unhappiness. Therefore you are unable to | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| power at your disposal will begin to be vaguely sensed. It is a magnificent power. Do not | 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION |
| Why do you persistently -- either consciously or vaguely unconsciously -- believe that the kind of experiences | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| one's undesirable tendencies. One glosses over them and vaguely assumes that their secrecy invalidates them. Any effect | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| look away from it and you are only vaguely, fuzzily aware of some disturbance, which you quickly | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| in keeping these things secret because you feel vaguely that, once they are out in the open | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| the foregoing can help you begin to sense vaguely in a new way that it can hardly | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |
| unable to interpret such messages correctly, only sensing vaguely that something is wrong about his or her | 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS |
| that you stand back in life and feel vaguely undeserving and perceive your own possibilities negatively. Perhaps | 174 SELF-ESTEEM |
| you dislike in yourself. Once you feel, however vaguely, that you do not respect yourself and lack | 174 SELF-ESTEEM |
| not know this consciously; others may feel it vaguely; still others may be quite aware of this | 174 SELF-ESTEEM |
| change, and choose rather to suffer, with a vaguely complaining attitude, thereby destroying the forces of creation | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| at first insurmountably difficult, since all human beings vaguely believe that the underlying truth is unacceptable and | 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS |
| such, offers no way out. If you feel vaguely disturbed or irritated, without really knowing what has | 191 INNER AND OUTER EXPERIENCE |
| also be tested and investigated. Misconceptions can be vaguely conscious. This is the case when your actions | 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS |
| valid. It is not enough, I repeat, to vaguely know that a feeling is destructive and unrealistic | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| the effect you have on others, you will vaguely feel something disquieting: you will be confused about | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| negativity in others and falsely placate them, only vaguely sensing that there is something wrong. You may | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| in the last lecture. When you are only vaguely aware of your negativity, only dimly sensing the | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| escapes human vision. Only at times do you vaguely sense the existence of a greater order. In | 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE |
| far we have dealt with this relation only vaguely. We have not yet examined it as a | 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE |
| in the ether. Still, you may not even vaguely perceive how many entire systems of creation, systems | 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW |
| beginning of your path you sense it only vaguely and occasionally, but as you progress, as you | 218 THE EVOLUTIONARY PROCESS |
| a blind, resentful way, without seeing clearly, only vaguely perceiving as through a fog. Now you see | 220 REAWAKENING FROM PRE-INCARNATORY ANESTHESIA |
| and hear it, you will discern it, first vaguely, later strongly. You need to condition your inner | 224 CREATIVE EMPTINESS |
| that the human consciousness can sense it only vaguely, at best. So I would say to you | 225 EVOLUTIONARY STAGES OF INDIVIDUAL AND GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS |
| forms and re-create them. But the conscious personality vaguely perceives this state of omnipotence in a distorted | 234 PERFECTION, IMMORTALITY, OMNIPOTENCE |
| the pathwork merely because you were unhappy and vaguely or specifically unfulfilled. You may even have been | 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING |
| greatest despair. You feel this despair sometimes only vaguely, at other times quite keenly, but you never | 249 THE PAIN OF INJUSTICE -- COSMIC RECORDS OF ALL EVENTS, DEEDS, EXPRESSIONS |
| grow in you. What you previously perceived only vaguely becomes more and more acute, more clearly defined | 252 PRIVACY AND SECRECY |
| also the most defended against all yielding. They vaguely sense that the giving away of self can | 254 SURRENDER |
| this law and may even know about it vaguely. But it is important that you thoroughly understand | 255 THE BIRTHING PROCESS -- COSMIC PULSE |