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will be disturbed, because two conflicting needs and compulsions work against one another and cause a short-circuit 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE
of this mass image is bound to cause compulsions, rebellion, and guilt for the rebellion. It causes 63 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
way it may manifest by contrary drives and compulsions. Heartbreaking problems arise from this conflict. They can 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
many and long-standing images, wrong conclusions, false concepts, compulsions, and so on, which are all interwoven in 67 QUESTION AND ANSWERS
hypnotist's personality is free to some degree, without compulsions, without fears, without uncertainties, feeling at ease with 67 QUESTION AND ANSWERS
to see the power of your hidden trends, compulsions, and images will not only readily believe it 73 COMPULSION TO RECREATE AND OVERCOME CHILDHOOD HURTS
pretense, in one way or another. All your compulsions, drives and a good part of your motivations 79 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
struggle for living. This encourages ambitiousness, drives, and compulsions. In addition, these often confront one with obligations 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
capacity, will you become spontaneous, free of all compulsions, will you trust in your feelings because they 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
an even greater anxiety. Why people have these compulsions again cannot be generalized. I may just say 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
in the anxiety and the guilts when these compulsions are not lived up to. It shows in 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT
A drive, as I mentioned earlier, comes from compulsions, which, in turn, come from misconceptions, your images 98 WISHFUL DAYDREAMS
you are driven by blind needs, by uncomprehended compulsions, driven to thoughts, assumptions, reactions, and actions that 127 EVOLUTION'S FOUR STAGES: AUTOMATIC REFLEXES, AWARENESS, UNDERSTANDING, KNOWING
constantly driven, and suffer from all sorts of compulsions you cannot understand. A compulsion is the direct 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF
you all know, strange and even more disquieting compulsions arise, with the result that you feel even 134 THE CONCEPT OF EVIL
its self-perpetuating nature creates highly damaging impulses and compulsions. This is why it is so feared. It 165 EVOLUTIONARY PHASES IN RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN REALMS OF FEELINGS, REASON, AND WILL
varies, of course. The strongest manifestations are wash compulsions, and the like. This factor is important to 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE
 
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problems; when you have liberated yourselves from your compulsive ego will, from all distortions, you will be 5 HAPPINESS FOR YOURSELF OR HAPPINESS AS A LINK IN THE CHAIN OF LIFE
and immature person can have strong and even compulsive inner wishes that may be either partially or 18 FREE WILL
reactions and decisions by his or her own compulsive and unconscious trends? The particular path on which 47 THE WALL WITHIN
hand, reaction toward authority remains childish because unconscious compulsive attitudes prevail, then this milestone remains to be 47 THE WALL WITHIN
that was so unrewarding but rather false and compulsive goodness. Drawing the wrong conclusion, you may now 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME?
every human personality, only the degree varies. The compulsive desire for self-punishment due to wrong and ignorant 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
often by their very nature be ungodly and compulsive in the same sense as your second, artificial 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
do not let the voice of the second compulsive conscience overrule the real conscience. When your real 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
warning against your selfish desire may be your compulsive conscience is unjustified. At times the right way 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
may be what both your real and your compulsive conscience are saying -- only the motives may 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
have no courage to obey it because your compulsive conscience speaks too loudly. This voice says, I 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
constantly whipped by the slave driver of their compulsive conscience, which has come into existence by the 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
by the chain reactions I mentioned earlier. The compulsive second conscience makes demands that are impossible to 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
disproportionately dejected. With each failure to satisfy the compulsive conscience, you feel more strongly that you cannot 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
do not know that the standards of your compulsive conscience are irrational, unreal, and impossible to realize 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
before that at times the divine and the compulsive conscience may strive for the same thing. In 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
you are now without guilt and fear. The compulsive conscience does not know anything of the kind 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
to live up to the standards of my compulsive conscience. Naturally, these thoughts are never reasoned out 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
to be loved and admired becomes much more compulsive than it originally was. All the various points 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
proportion between their willingness to give and their compulsive need to receive is very uneven. Because of 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
invest. When you invest freely, without weak and compulsive motives, you may not get the love back 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
the aim of forcing their will and their compulsive childish need to receive the child's utopia of 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
from all your wrong conclusions, liberation from your compulsive high standards which make you feel guilty and 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
is and how the must is executed. A compulsive must is, of course, not advisable. But let 51 IMPORTANCE OF FORMING INDEPENDENT OPINIONS
When you discover that your former motives were compulsive and not entirely genuine, there is the danger 51 IMPORTANCE OF FORMING INDEPENDENT OPINIONS
is so bound that he or she is compulsive know a right action from a wrong one 51 IMPORTANCE OF FORMING INDEPENDENT OPINIONS
Masochism arises out of the unhealthy reason of compulsive submission in order to get something, such as 54 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
of grateful. ANSWER: In that moment either a compulsive element, or any other number of sick or 55 THREE COSMIC PRINCIPLES: THE EXPANDING, THE RESTRICTING, AND THE STATIC PRINCIPLES
to do that, there would already be something compulsive about it. There cannot be a choice for 57 THE MASS IMAGE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE
it is that the originally healthy wish turns compulsive. This is one form of compulsion. There are 59 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
with a repressed passive current, where an unhealthy, compulsive activity is superimposed. Both sexes have been afflicted 59 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
the person in question, results in a constant compulsive and senseless action of acquiring objects. This action 61 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
and how they suppressed the hurt, making the compulsive need all the stronger, they will begin to 61 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
the stronger, they will begin to understand their compulsive actions, and by that process, they will cease 61 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
give me the answer to a question of compulsive acquisitiveness on the part of one who already 61 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
and reactions may bring them to do that. Compulsive acquisitiveness in those who have what they need 61 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
because of the possibility that someone's faith is compulsive or escapist, and then it is not real 63 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
this insight, unselfishness will no longer be a compulsive burden one unconsciously struggles against, sacrificing one's happiness 63 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
this is to suppress it and superimpose a compulsive unselfishness that is not genuine. Out of the 64 OUTER WILL AND INNER WILL -- MISCONCEPTION ABOUT SELFISHNESS
If you try, your unselfish action will remain compulsive and unfree. In other words, you first have 64 OUTER WILL AND INNER WILL -- MISCONCEPTION ABOUT SELFISHNESS
also that the act in question was selfish, compulsive, and unfree, especially because you wished approval. Therefore 64 OUTER WILL AND INNER WILL -- MISCONCEPTION ABOUT SELFISHNESS
and will be unable to give up the compulsive fight. But with the help of these words 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED
but it will never make you tense, or compulsive, or intense. This sadness will be free of 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED
follow the work of letting go of the compulsive wrong way. ANSWER: As I said, the first 70 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
not the real you. It consists of the compulsive drives and impulses which you unconsciously think you 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT
real self, which is right underneath the tense, compulsive, emotional behavior pattern. Once you stop believing, as 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT
believing, as you unconsciously do now, that the compulsive drive is necessary, and use instead your real 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT
you are bound to become aware of this compulsive current, and feel it distinctly, almost as a 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT
and therefore constitutes a major part of your compulsive drives. Subdivisions, divisions of this drive, such as 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT
Your real self knows. Trust it. Your superimposed compulsive behavior pattern is completely blind. The one is 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT
distinguish between the real feelings underneath and the compulsive manipulations, drives, and impulses which you confuse with 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT
flow out the moment the subterfuges, the superimposed, compulsive feelings are shed. And this, in turn, can 79 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
friend, you constantly manufacture an artificial strength, using compulsive elements to build it up. The more you 79 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
the difference between healthy, relaxed striving and frenzied, compulsive impatience has to be seen. The latter can 79 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
make it difficult for you to discover the compulsive attitude that denies present imperfection, the pride and 83 THE IDEALIZED SELF-IMAGE
give us some insight into the reasons for compulsive acts? In particular, what is the general emotional 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
particular, what is the general emotional basis for compulsive buying and eating? And how can these two 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
If the attempt is made to force the compulsive behavior away by discipline, the best you can 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
but one does not heed its voice. The compulsive pride of the idealized self-image exerts its rules 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
In the last analysis, all negative emotions are compulsive. There comes a time on this path when 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
and justified, reason holds on to the superimposed, compulsive aspect and does not allow the true feelings 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
you cannot be in reality when you are compulsive, for reality cannot be evaluated in the extreme 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS
borne, while false needs have an excessive and compulsive force. Because of this you often repress them 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS
mature love and affection, you will have a compulsive need to receive love and affection. Or if 90 MORALIZING -- DISPROPORTIONATE REACTIONS -- NEEDS
simply because one wants to. There is no compulsive anxiety about the issue. It is a clear 91 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
or a destructive impulse inverted into a forceful compulsive superstandard. QUESTION: Why do I feel so exhausted 91 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
scattered. You make up for this with a compulsive I must do the right thing, which you 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT
is nothing but a product of your self-alienation. Compulsive overactivity comes from the same root as energy 96 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS; COMMENTS ON LAZINESS AS SYMPTOM OF SELF-ALIENATION
cause. Needless to say, that remedy is precarious. Compulsive overactivity as well as laziness and apathy stem 96 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS; COMMENTS ON LAZINESS AS SYMPTOM OF SELF-ALIENATION
inability to accept you are so frantic and compulsive. Without the rebellion, you would not need to 96 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS; COMMENTS ON LAZINESS AS SYMPTOM OF SELF-ALIENATION
problems are unresolved; therefore, I must be impatient, compulsive, and restless about it. I cannot live in 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
answer much sooner than through the cramped and compulsive drive that says that you already should not 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
demands it of me. Then it would be compulsive and indicate, somewhere in the psyche, a wrong 97 PERFECTIONISM OBSTRUCTS HAPPINESS -- MANIPULATION OF EMOTIONS
and your resort to pseudosolutions. These shortcomings create compulsive drives. The needs, on the other hand, may 98 WISHFUL DAYDREAMS
and guilt make love and honor into something compulsive that destroys real understanding and subsequently real love 99 FALSIFIED IMPRESSIONS OF PARENTS: THEIR CAUSE AND CURE
early impressions of the parents and superimpose artificial, compulsive love and honor, you are even further from 99 FALSIFIED IMPRESSIONS OF PARENTS: THEIR CAUSE AND CURE
it, if it is split, if it is compulsive and too eager -- then it is very 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES
any questions about this topic? QUESTION: Can this compulsive over-giving lead to sadism? And, on the other 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES
away from facing it and you become more compulsive in trying to eliminate these destructive feelings that 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES
fear. The strain is caused more by your compulsive striving to be something you cannot yet be 103 HARM OF TOO MUCH LOVE GIVING -- CONSTRUCTIVE AND DESTRUCTIVE WILL FORCES
way. So much unhappiness is caused by the compulsive need to live up to what you think 104 INTELLECT AND WILL AS TOOLS OR HINDRANCES OF SELF-REALIZATION
not a natural, spontaneous process, but artificial and compulsive. But this natural concern and warmth for others 106 SADNESS VERSUS DEPRESSION -- RELATIONSHIP
confuse real, healthy, free sacrifice with its unhealthy, compulsive, ungenuine counterpart. If sacrifice occurs out of a 110 HOPE AND FAITH AND OTHER KEY CONCEPTS DISCUSSED IN ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS
child has, so may the child use the compulsive need for overindulgence to compensate for the negative 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES
must be a willing, free choice, not a compulsive one. Too often you try to force yourself 120 THE INDIVIDUAL AND HUMANITY
greed may then be superimposed with a false, compulsive giving which - - just because it is 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION
the denial, displacement and substitution. To recapitulate: unfree, compulsive, problematic giving is often the result of denying 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION
it by emphasizing the opposite. This, then, becomes compulsive. This is the third layer. As a further 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION
you which in the past have made you compulsive, guilty, confused, and wavering. A disharmonious mood will 122 SELF-FULFILLMENT THROUGH SELF-REALIZATION AS MAN OR WOMAN
inability to stand frustration, fearful withdrawal, tension, the compulsive need to manipulate, the inability to lose. All 127 EVOLUTION'S FOUR STAGES: AUTOMATIC REFLEXES, AWARENESS, UNDERSTANDING, KNOWING
not being like others, then you will feel compulsive and overanxious. But when you know that perfection 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO
an apparently opposite attitude of indifference, hostility, or compulsive and blind rebellion and over-aggressiveness. Few things give 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY
where they are sublimated. Other, more or less compulsive, needs come into existence. All the while you 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY
will then know that this is precisely the compulsive need with which you enslave, weaken, and paralyze 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY
from testing the reality of further chain-reactions and compulsive behavior patterns based on such assumptions. So, when 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE
do inwardly will lessen the intensity and the compulsive drive to perpetuate it. Life can bring you 167 FROZEN LIFE CENTER BECOMES ALIVE
you say no. The more strained, the more compulsive, the more urgent, the more impatient the outer 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS
fluctuate between two damaging extremes: either resignation or compulsive, blind, and consequently inappropriate overactivity. This obstructs the 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE
habit and easily justifying it. You indulge in compulsive, negative, hopelessly circular thinking, and your present consciousness 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS
personality fought hard against the stagnation by superimposing compulsive action, and then became more alienated from the 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS
into terror. The terror of sadness creates a compulsive urge to avoid sadness. If life finally forces 191 INNER AND OUTER EXPERIENCE
attempt to resolve inner disorderliness. When orderliness becomes compulsive and you are tense and obsessed, afraid and 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE
outer plane. Order in such instances always becomes compulsive and obsessive. The compulsive orderliness creates as much 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE
such instances always becomes compulsive and obsessive. The compulsive orderliness creates as much trouble and hardship in 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE
it with your spiritual self -- without untimely, compulsive forcing, but in a natural process. You will 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY
inwardly as a result of it. Consequently a compulsive restlessness may develop that may manifest as an 241 DYNAMICS OF MOVEMENT AND RESISTANCE TO ITS NATURE
to endure staying in the same place. A compulsive restlessness may make him or her travel all 241 DYNAMICS OF MOVEMENT AND RESISTANCE TO ITS NATURE
unreal fulfillments. The longing may also manifest in compulsive drives. Whatever it may be, it is important 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING

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