| Animate.....................3 | |
| and returns. I recapitulate: The rays of life animate the matter that is the creation of the | 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF |
| exist in the now. As these potentialities increasingly animate matter, self-awareness expands and you then know the | 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF |
| the more obvious, greater life spark returns to animate it again. Yet you must realize that the | 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF |
| Animated....................9 | |
| precisely due to this letting go and being animated by something other than the usual faculties under | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| it becomes a farce. Humans who cannot become animated by their divinity become a farce. By the | 224 CREATIVE EMPTINESS |
| the source. Matter or manifestation is enlivened and animated by life until, in the process of evolution | 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF |
| on the outer border it is only temporarily animated by the life spark that, however, by its | 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF |
| destiny of evolution. Everything that is alive is animated by the eternally divine consciousness. And consciousness is | 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF |
| manifestation and you confuse the manifestation that is animated by eternal life with eternal life itself. Only | 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF |
| from being identified with the manifestation that is animated by the source. You are the source. Even | 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF |
| to be now. The body that has been animated seems to disintegrate from the point of view | 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF |
| of the total personality which once enlivened and animated that cell. That again determines the further journey | 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF |
| Animating...................3 | |
| It can only accelerate the will of the animating consciousness to withdraw from this manifestation and start | 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF |
| body that has been left behind by the animating life harbors within it a spark, a tiny | 226 APPROACH TO SELF -- SELF-FORGIVENESS WITHOUT CONDONING THE LOWER SELF |
| the void, creating matter and form and eventually animating these forms and irradiating them with life, consciousness | 244 BE IN THE WORLD BUT NOT OF THE WORLD -- THE EVIL OF INERTIA |
| Annihilate..................17 | |
| reach this stage only when non-fulfillment does not annihilate you. Why does it have this effect on | 95 SELF-ALIENATION AND THE WAY BACK TO THE REAL SELF |
| without fear because non-fulfillment will not seem to annihilate it. Consequently, further negative emotions will not be | 126 CONTACT WITH THE LIFE FORCE |
| its destructive instincts if it is not to annihilate itself by different but just as fatal ways | 174 SELF-ESTEEM |
| so much worse. Due to this guilt you annihilate yourself and thus become more destructive. You prohibit | 188 AFFECTING AND BEING AFFECTED |
| seem to have no other choice but to annihilate yourself; yet you dread annihilation and thus hold | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| observed, there is no need any more to annihilate yourself, or to limit your identity to the | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| summon your faith that going in will not annihilate you. What I say about this now may | 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS |
| a bottomless abyss. Falling into it threatens to annihilate the entity. I said that up to a | 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS |
| feelings results from the misconception that they will annihilate you or that they will prove that you | 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS |
| split- off ego-consciousness fears that doing so will annihilate you. You ardently protect this limited consciousness, yet | 199 THE MEANING OF THE EGO AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| feel it without playing games like, it will annihilate me, or it will last forever, the experience | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| the lower self of others not devastate you, annihilate you or make you hate and judge them | 231 NEW AGE EDUCATION |
| the clarity of your knowledge and wants to annihilate you and it. You have to go through | 231 NEW AGE EDUCATION |
| imagined worthlessness -- is death, that it will annihilate you. When you muster the courage to go | 234 PERFECTION, IMMORTALITY, OMNIPOTENCE |
| same time they are the victimizers, out to annihilate the Jews. The more firmly this belief was | 247 THE MASS IMAGES OF JUDAISM AND CHRISTIANITY |
| find those areas where you may wish to annihilate the other for being different, thus challenging your | 247 THE MASS IMAGES OF JUDAISM AND CHRISTIANITY |
| think of that level where fear and desire annihilate unity and trap the mind into deeper illusions | 253 CONTINUE YOUR STRUGGLE AND CEASE ALL STRUGGLE |
| Annihilated.................17 | |
| the case that the individuality is dissolved and annihilated. If it were so, the personal experience couldn't | 6 THE HUMAN ROLE IN THE SPIRITUAL AND MATERIAL UNIVERSES |
| without it you would somehow be threatened or annihilated. Make conscious what it is you fear would | 93 THE LINK BETWEEN THE MAIN IMAGE, REPRESSED NEEDS, AND DEFENSES |
| to relinquish, and your illusion of being crushed, annihilated and worth nothing if certain wishes are not | 95 SELF-ALIENATION AND THE WAY BACK TO THE REAL SELF |
| the real self. The weak ego considers itself annihilated when its wishes for omnipotence remain unfulfilled; therefore | 132 THE FUNCTION OF THE EGO IN RELATIONSHIP TO THE REAL SELF |
| preserve themselves if they are not to be annihilated. And people hold this false conviction of life's | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| not mean that the ego has to be annihilated. In fact, the ego will eventually integrate with | 143 UNITY AND DUALITY |
| nothing to fear; you cannot be crushed or annihilated. You can only be carried, as planets are | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| is also based on the fear of being annihilated and dissolved if you ever trusted the flow | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| belief did not exist that the self is annihilated the moment the ego is not the sole | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| by the infantile belief that you will be annihilated if you do not have what you want | 182 PROCESS OF MEDITATION (MEDITATION FOR THREE VOICES: EGO, LOWER SELF, HIGHER SELF) |
| infant grows up. It is not killed or annihilated. It is not exorcised. Its frozen powers resolve | 182 PROCESS OF MEDITATION (MEDITATION FOR THREE VOICES: EGO, LOWER SELF, HIGHER SELF) |
| or afraid, nor will you be diminished and annihilated. By the same token, when the other person | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| you have inflicted and still inflict without feeling annihilated or worthless, without crumbling under a load of | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| can show you that you will not be annihilated if you abandon your view fixed to the | 203 INTERPENETRATION OF THE DIVINE LIGHT SPARK INTO THE OUTER REGIONS - MIND EXERCISES |
| pain of not having it and not be annihilated, defeated, unhappy, then the power of such a | 206 DESIRE: CREATIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE |
| in the eyes of others, you must feel annihilated when anyone sees you in a bad light | 232 BEING VALUES VERSUS APPEARANCE VALUES -- SELF-IDENTIFICATION |
| universe -- God -- or you must be annihilated. To avoid total annihilation, you may tend to | 245 CAUSE AND EFFECT ON VARIOUS LEVELS OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| Annihilating................6 | |
| were feared. Often they are not painful or annihilating at all. You will find many instances of | 82 THE CONQUEST OF DUALITY SYMBOLIZED IN THE LIFE AND DEATH OF JESUS |
| current must seem unbearable, frightening, overwhelming, and almost annihilating when the personality is still geared to negativity | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| within your self, without using the defense of annihilating guilt and self-blame, which of course eliminates any | 180 THE SPIRITUAL SIGNIFICANCE OF HUMAN RELATIONSHIP |
| part of the personality appears hazardous, dangerous, and annihilating. The question then is how to proceed in | 198 TRANSITION TO POSITIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| in a spirit of truthfulness, without denial, without annihilating yourself and believing yourself to be only that | 214 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS |
| you recognize and oust real, justified guilt, without annihilating yourself in the process. I have shown you | 258 PERSONAL CONTACT WITH JESUS CHRIST-POSITIVE AGGRESSION-REAL MEANING OF SALVATION |
| Annihilation................53 | |
| a divine stream. This does not mean the annihilation of individuality as a thinking being capable of | 20 GOD: THE CREATION |
| represents the abyss; not to get it spells annihilation for you -- unconsciously, of course. This fear | 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT |
| find an attitude of battling in fear against annihilation, for instance, you can be sure that this | 77 SELF-CONFIDENCE: ITS TRUE ORIGIN AND WHAT PROHIBITS IT |
| But you also believe that in acceptance lies annihilation. As long as this confusion is not brought | 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY |
| protection which alone seem to promise safety from annihilation, they comply with the real or imagined demands | 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS |
| not be a need that saves you from annihilation. It will, therefore, cease being self-centered. Your own | 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS |
| of others and self. It does not mean annihilation of self for the sake of others in | 120 THE INDIVIDUAL AND HUMANITY |
| like a tremendous danger, utterly exposing you to annihilation, humiliation and shame. Needless to say, all these | 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT |
| to have your way and avoid the imagined annihilation of your cherished images and misconceptions. Now, these | 126 CONTACT WITH THE LIFE FORCE |
| the fear that non-fulfillment of a wish is annihilation, creates a must. Whenever there is a must | 126 CONTACT WITH THE LIFE FORCE |
| There is nothing in-between perfect bliss and absolute annihilation. This is what makes her so frantic. The | 128 LIMITATIONS CREATED THROUGH ILLUSORY ALTERNATIVES |
| illusion. Behind the wall of apparent suffering, or annihilation and fear, stands the spiritual reality of eternal | 128 LIMITATIONS CREATED THROUGH ILLUSORY ALTERNATIVES |
| your destructive aims could take over and threaten annihilation. Giving up control must appear as death, as | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| it go. To actually do so appears like annihilation, because your very existence seems threatened. Humanity's separateness | 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO |
| Any way you turn you find death, loss, annihilation. The harder you fight for and against, the | 143 UNITY AND DUALITY |
| appears that giving up this ego state means annihilation of your individuality, which, of course, is utterly | 143 UNITY AND DUALITY |
| the self with others. Far from being the annihilation that the ego fears, that truth opens up | 143 UNITY AND DUALITY |
| from there it is only a step to annihilation in your fantasy life. Hence, you feel that | 143 UNITY AND DUALITY |
| of the little ego. This does not mean annihilation, but to the ego it seems to mean | 143 UNITY AND DUALITY |
| But the separated ego thinks this development means annihilation. In its ignorant, limited way, the ego exists | 143 UNITY AND DUALITY |
| fight for life against death, for existence against annihilation. You will see what you evidently believe is | 143 UNITY AND DUALITY |
| that relinquishing ideals and convictions also feels like annihilation, for being wrong means dying, and being right | 143 UNITY AND DUALITY |
| up of what first seemed like protection from annihilation will now be disclosed as what it really | 143 UNITY AND DUALITY |
| lose, and losing, in the last analysis, means annihilation. That is what you are frightened of and | 143 UNITY AND DUALITY |
| analyze it, always boils down to a personal annihilation, a personal form of nonlife. Perhaps you fear | 147 THE NATURE OF LIFE AND HUMAN NATURE |
| erroneous idea that giving in to it means annihilation. Thus you put yourself in the paradoxical position | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| or unconsciously, you equate the life force with annihilation, you struggle against life itself. This is the | 149 COSMIC PULL TOWARD UNION -- FRUSTRATION |
| must then appear to the individual as an annihilation of its unique personal existence. This is the | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| of the ego, I do not mean its annihilation, or even disregarding its importance, or letting it | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| is exposed, the personality is less frightened of annihilation or danger, but more ashamed. The element of | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| whatever this may mean at the moment. Sometimes annihilation seems a lesser evil than the strange sense | 152 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE EGO AND THE UNIVERSAL POWER |
| unafraid of itself. Giving up guardedness seems like annihilation because then something other than the watchful ego | 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING |
| to let go. Letting go would then mean annihilation. But for those who have begun, first here | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| the level of duality, pleasure is feared as annihilation while, at the same time, one fears to | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| might not be reciprocated. It would seem like annihilation. This, of course, is not true. As you | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| react and even believe it to be death, annihilation, the end of their being. Why do you | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| soaked up by it. This is not the annihilation of self, as many falsely believe. For all | 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS |
| and vice versa. When you dramatize frustration as annihilation of your world, it soon becomes so convincing | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| admission of what truly exists would mean doom, annihilation, danger, chaos, the logical sequence of this assumption | 184 THE MEANING OF EVIL AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| threatens to punish these destructive aspects with total annihilation is not an expression of the higher self | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| choice but to annihilate yourself; yet you dread annihilation and thus hold on to the demon. But | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| with the real self removes the terror of annihilation -- not just death, but annihilation, which is | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| terror of annihilation -- not just death, but annihilation, which is different. We shall now return to | 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| of this cramped, fearful position is preferable to annihilation. Only after finally summoning sufficient trust to risk | 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS |
| feelings is a bottomless pit of horror and annihilation. Thus you waste your life energies by stemming | 191 INNER AND OUTER EXPERIENCE |
| with my demands deserves the punishment of my annihilation. And the blind person who is involved in | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| to ward off what you believe to be annihilation. Hence, the will must be relaxed, so that | 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS |
| harden your position, so that your fear of annihilation that would follow if you gave up the | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| ego, enlargement appears, contrary to reality, to be annihilation of your very existence, of your sense of | 199 THE MEANING OF THE EGO AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| that make the transgression no longer a personal annihilation. You also begin to see and perceive others' | 220 REAWAKENING FROM PRE-INCARNATORY ANESTHESIA |
| or you must be annihilated. To avoid total annihilation, you may tend to bow to substitute powers | 245 CAUSE AND EFFECT ON VARIOUS LEVELS OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| between hanging on to life because you fear annihilation of all you are and have become, and | 253 CONTINUE YOUR STRUGGLE AND CEASE ALL STRUGGLE |
| it or not. This is the fear of annihilation of consciousness -- which you fear will take | 258 PERSONAL CONTACT WITH JESUS CHRIST-POSITIVE AGGRESSION-REAL MEANING OF SALVATION |