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| manifestation you experience that is unpleasant, problematic, or anxiety-producing is the result of a repetition of the | 148 POSITIVITY AND NEGATIVITY: ONE ENERGY CURRENT |
| the ego level, it will be a tense, anxiety-producing focusing. If you want to create from your | 208 THE INNATE HUMAN CAPACITY TO CREATE |
| Suddenly things are no longer so fragmented and anxiety-producing. First you may only sense overall connections, but | 218 THE EVOLUTIONARY PROCESS |
| Anxious.....................71 | |
| much misunderstanding about this, and you are often anxious to assure yourself and others that you are | 5 HAPPINESS FOR YOURSELF OR HAPPINESS AS A LINK IN THE CHAIN OF LIFE |
| but at the same time you are also anxious that God might demand something unpleasant from you | 8 MEDIUMSHIP -- HOW TO CONTACT GOD'S SPIRIT WORLD |
| often, again on all levels. They are so anxious, they are so full of fear that they | 24 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| is calm, relaxed, unhurried. The outer will is anxious and doubtful. The inner will is certain, knowing | 64 OUTER WILL AND INNER WILL -- MISCONCEPTION ABOUT SELFISHNESS |
| of this each time you feel disturbed and anxious, you will have made great progress on the | 64 OUTER WILL AND INNER WILL -- MISCONCEPTION ABOUT SELFISHNESS |
| is within yourself. If you feel uneasy and anxious, if you wish to limit such insight, you | 71 REALITY AND ILLUSION CONCENTRATION EXERCISES |
| manifestations occur that make you feel disharmonious, unpleasant, anxious or angry, you often forget that there is | 74 CONFUSIONS AND HAZY MOTIVATIONS |
| all known standards. Yet you feel confused and anxious. The opposite course is clearly destructive, and although | 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT |
| others or to yourself. You are confused and anxious. Your faculties are paralyzed. This is not because | 95 SELF-ALIENATION AND THE WAY BACK TO THE REAL SELF |
| of proportion to reality. You are tense and anxious with such a person and perceive them in | 95 SELF-ALIENATION AND THE WAY BACK TO THE REAL SELF |
| People who are blocked will misunderstand, misinterpret, be anxious and conflicted about the issue or hear the | 95 SELF-ALIENATION AND THE WAY BACK TO THE REAL SELF |
| possible that you are still self-involved, withdrawn, fearful, anxious, bound, and blind to the other person. The | 99 FALSIFIED IMPRESSIONS OF PARENTS: THEIR CAUSE AND CURE |
| you still feel unfree and obstructed, defensive and anxious, is of utmost importance. At certain periods, you | 116 REACHING THE SPIRITUAL CENTER-STRUGGLE BETWEEN LOWER SELF AND SUPERIMPOSED CONSCIENCE |
| At the beginning you will be uncomfortable and anxious, embarrassed and inhibited, but each time it will | 117 SHAME: A LEGACY OF CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCES, EVEN FAVORABLE ONES |
| of the missing mate, you must become overintense, anxious, hostile, insecure. Every little slight, or apparent slight | 121 DISPLACEMENT, SUBSTITUTION, SUPERIMPOSITION |
| insignificant outer brain, the difference between the tight, anxious, doubtful, greedy pseudo-yes-current and the relaxed, calm inner | 125 TRANSITION FROM THE NO-CURRENT TO THE YES-CURRENT |
| it. Automatism makes you feel bleak, hopeless, depressed, anxious, afraid, unalive, bored, disgusted with yourself or others | 127 EVOLUTION'S FOUR STAGES: AUTOMATIC REFLEXES, AWARENESS, UNDERSTANDING, KNOWING |
| produces such fear that the person is too anxious to be able to register the reality of | 130 FINDING TRUE ABUNDANCE BY GOING THROUGH YOUR FEAR |
| truthful one. This means letting go of tense, anxious self-will and replace it with a relaxed, free-flowing | 132 THE FUNCTION OF THE EGO IN RELATIONSHIP TO THE REAL SELF |
| tortured anger. When insecurity makes a person too anxious to express justified anger, that individual is as | 133 LOVE: NOT A COMMANDMENT, BUT SPONTANEOUS SOUL MOVEMENT OF THE INNER SELF |
| opposed to a movement that is a tense, anxious, grabbing, striving effort. Seemingly, you have to decide | 135 MOBILITY IN RELAXATION-SUFFERING THROUGH ATTACHMENT OF LIFE FORCE TO NEGATIVE SITUATIONS |
| are left out of commission. This tense and anxious pushing occurs in a very subtle, yet very | 137 BALANCE OF INNER AND OUTER CONTROL |
| cheat life by withholding from it. Hence, tight, anxious control becomes utterly superfluous. The control which prohibits | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| remain in the condition of hanging on to anxious control. I will leave you now with the | 138 THE HUMAN PREDICAMENT OF DESIRE FOR, AND FEAR OF, CLOSENESS |
| not established in the soul through tight and anxious holding on but through a harmonious, effortless movement | 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO |
| feel at home in your life. You feel anxious, persecuted, ill at ease. Negation of life, negation | 147 THE NATURE OF LIFE AND HUMAN NATURE |
| alienated from your self, if you feel disconnected, anxious, depressed, hopeless or bored, there is in this | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| peace and wellbeing and the more confused and anxious you must become. This generality also applies to | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| around your neck that keeps you dependent and anxious in a situation in which you cannot find | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| life where you are most bound and most anxious. Ask yourself what it is you want from | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| cannot find solutions and is perpetually trapped and anxious. Thus, an ego identification brings fear of life | 158 THE EGO'S COOPERATION WITH OR OBSTRUCTION OF THE REAL SELF |
| underneath the level on which you are tortured, anxious, numb, hopeless, and twisted in pain -- another | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| experience will first come simultaneously with the usual anxious, hopeless, unhappy state. It is a gradual transition | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| whenever you feel insecure and shaky within yourself, anxious and frightened -- when you underestimate your values | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| as yet unwilling to relinquish. When you feel anxious, ask yourself: Where am I destructive? Where am | 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| you. When you say you are depressed or anxious or hopeless or angry or hurt or fatigued | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| acknowledge a stereotype explanation by saying you feel anxious. It is necessary first to acknowledge that the | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| itself. If the outer mind is tense and anxious and forces the unconscious, it is impossible to | 163 MIND ACTIVITY AND MIND RECEPTIVITY |
| The receptive attitude is violated by a punitive, anxious, and pressing mind force -- a forcing current | 163 MIND ACTIVITY AND MIND RECEPTIVITY |
| people in a constant state of painful tension, anxious grasping, needless denial. The consequences are pain and | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |
| actually given up. When there is a painful, anxious urge, it can relax only when you find | 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS |
| flow smoothly through. If the ego is over-tight, anxious, too rigid and self-willed, again the energy does | 172 THE LIFE ENERGY CENTERS |
| other, you are in a state of tight, anxious defense. You are in an insurmountable struggle. This | 172 THE LIFE ENERGY CENTERS |
| obstructions to look for is the dichotomy of anxious striving versus hopeless resignation, arising from an unconscious | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| ego state of pride, you must be tense, anxious, contracted. You cannot pretend when you are in | 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE |
| be yourself -- you are not strained or anxious and not particularly worried about what others think | 179 CHAIN REACTIONS IN THE DYNAMICS OF CREATIVE LIFE SUBSTANCE |
| you will still feel hopeless, depressed, fearful or anxious, entangled in apparently insoluble conflicts with yourself and | 183 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF CRISIS |
| others but cannot handle them because you are anxious, uncertain, and not clear about the nature of | 183 THE SPIRITUAL MEANING OF CRISIS |
| to evil. You have all experienced how threatened, anxious, and uncomfortable you feel when you are confronted | 184 THE MEANING OF EVIL AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| at that. The meaning of such fearful, uncomfortable, anxious reaction is plainly an expression that says, Such | 184 THE MEANING OF EVIL AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| you examine the cause each time you feel anxious, you will always find that, in the last | 184 THE MEANING OF EVIL AND ITS TRANSCENDENCE |
| your hidden evil are always there in your anxious, angry, confused reactions. If you stop habitually pushing | 188 AFFECTING AND BEING AFFECTED |
| Are you not still dependent and thus inevitably anxious, whether or not you experience this anxiety and | 188 AFFECTING AND BEING AFFECTED |
| hidden reactions in you whenever you feel consistently anxious and uncomfortable as unwelcome conditions arise in your | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| and empty; joyful and content, as opposed to anxious and depressed; or whatever else you are concerned | 194 MEDITATION: LAWS AND VARIOUS APPROACHES-SUMMARY (MEDITATION AS POSITIVE LIFE CREATION) |
| You will consequently become frightened, defensive, distrustful, grabbing, anxious, and ruthless. Instead of changing the counterforce that | 196 COMMITMENT: CAUSE AND EFFECT |
| Where am I still unhappy? Where am I anxious? Where do I have problems with myself, with | 200 THE COSMIC FEELING |
| to whitewash yourself of guilt, you will become anxious, afraid, threatened with having your defenses penetrated -- | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| the fact that you do not consciously feel anxious by no means proves that you are without | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| and you are tense and obsessed, afraid and anxious when established routines cannot be met -- that | 205 ORDER AS A UNIVERSAL PRINCIPLE |
| is hurtful, raw, edgy or pointed, you feel anxious, upset, apprehensive. Every soul movement is the result | 206 DESIRE: CREATIVE OR DESTRUCTIVE |
| it is impossible to feel quite so helpless, anxious, afraid, victimized, and hopeless. Even if the personality | 211 OUTER EVENTS REFLECT SELF-CREATION -- THREE STAGES |
| way, at all times. The disharmonious state, the anxious state, the unhappy state, the depressed state, the | 217 THE PHENOMENON OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| or are about to take a train and anxious that they may miss it, or have missed | 218 THE EVOLUTIONARY PROCESS |
| the surface. This is why you become depressed, anxious, confused. It is only when you ask yourself | 218 THE EVOLUTIONARY PROCESS |
| What is the positive aspect of a fearful, anxious state? ANSWER: Fear, in general, is a distortion | 219 CHRISTMAS MESSAGE -- MESSAGE TO THE CHILDREN |
| not wish to see and that makes you anxious. So anxiety is really not even a distortion | 219 CHRISTMAS MESSAGE -- MESSAGE TO THE CHILDREN |
| they do not, they will be discontented and anxious. Living with one other person in real intimacy | 225 EVOLUTIONARY STAGES OF INDIVIDUAL AND GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS |
| feelings that you do not know how tense, anxious and desirous you are. I mean a genuine | 237 LEADERSHIP -- THE ART OF TRANSCENDING FRUSTRATION |
| you purify your soul, for otherwise you become anxious and contracted in a negative way and you | 239 CHRISTMAS LECTURE 1975 |
| that is unfamiliar -- you may feel temporarily anxious. But the healthier you are, the more you | 241 DYNAMICS OF MOVEMENT AND RESISTANCE TO ITS NATURE |
| Anxiously...................5 | |
| consciousness fearfully watches over every stream of feeling, anxiously cutting out of the life stream that which | 119 MOVEMENT, CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPERIENCE: PLEASURE, THE ESSENCE OF LIFE |
| natural flow of your feelings, where you fearfully, anxiously, and suspiciously hold back. It also exists on | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| active -- moving too much, too tensely and anxiously -- there is no pleasure in swimming, nor | 160 CONCILIATION OF THE INNER SPLIT |
| destructive unconscious must be neither yielded to nor anxiously pressured or impatiently coerced. The ego must be | 163 MIND ACTIVITY AND MIND RECEPTIVITY |
| you do not want and no longer reaching anxiously and strenuously for what you do want. You | 253 CONTINUE YOUR STRUGGLE AND CEASE ALL STRUGGLE |