| Lo..........................6 | |
| let go of the old direction -- and, lo and behold, the desperation vanished. Completely unexpected solutions | 168 TWO BASIC WAYS OF LIFE: TOWARD AND AWAY FROM THE CENTER |
| a thinking apparatus. Thus it thinks -- and, lo, something comes into existence. It wills -- and | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| something comes into existence. It wills -- and lo, what is willed and thought, is. Life is | 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION |
| to endure them will make the former obsolete. Lo and behold, the endured pain will transform itself | 187 (THE WAY TO HANDLE) ALTERNATION OF EXPANSIVE AND CONTRACTING STATES |
| first bare the negative intentionality very specifically. Then, lo and behold, something unexpected begins to happen. You | 222 TRANSFORMATION OF THE LOWER SELF |
| in order to meet the emptiness deep within. Lo and behold, very soon that very emptiness will | 224 CREATIVE EMPTINESS |
| Load........................5 | |
| incarnations of an individual soul, have studied the load still to be carried, the merits, the abilities | 12 THE ORDER AND DIVERSITY OF THE SPIRITUAL WORLDS-THE PROCESS OF REINCARNATION |
| the creations of your lower self-trends. Thus you load a double guilt upon yourself: the first caused | 109 SPIRITUAL AND EMOTIONAL HEALTH THROUGH RESTITUTION FOR REAL GUILT |
| feeling annihilated or worthless, without crumbling under a load of guilt. Feel the pain of your withholding | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| to be ostracized. This assumption is an unbearable load; it is untrue and does not permit clarity | 202 PSYCHIC INTERACTION OF NEGATIVITY |
| and understanding that you can safely put this load on him or her. In that way, you | 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW |
| Loath.......................3 | |
| which have created psychic toxicity because you were loath to experience and acknowledge them. The stagnation of | 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS |
| in every conceivable respect. Most human beings are loath to accept this. They would rather see themselves | 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS |
| hold on to something dishonest that you are loath to give up. Look at it, look at | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| Localized...................3 | |
| in a physical sort of substance. Is it localized like any other organ in the body? ANSWER | 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS |
| in the body? ANSWER: No, it is not localized in that sense. It is a body, consisting | 111 SOUL-SUBSTANCE -- COPING WITH DEMANDS |
| concept the universal consciousness is still personalized and localized. It is now supposed to reside in a | 173 BASIC ATTITUDES AND PRACTICES TO OPEN THE CENTERS - RIGHT ATTITUDE TOWARD FRUSTRATION |
| Lock........................8 | |
| far as eros carries you. But then you lock the door, and that is the moment when | 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX |
| therefore you repress it and keep it under lock and key. The more unconscious an emotion or | 45 THE CONFLICT BETWEEN CONSCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS DESIRES |
| However, when the destructive forces are kept under lock and key, they fall back upon the self | 49 OBSTACLES ON THE PATH: OLD STUFF, WRONG GUILT, AND WHO, ME? |
| this one kind is, or seems, impossible, you lock your heart altogether. The mature person will distinguish | 70 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| hurt is inadmissible, therefore you keep it under lock and key. Thus you superimpose and artificially exaggerate | 79 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| is simply locked into your mind; thus you lock out the great power that is here for | 224 CREATIVE EMPTINESS |
| longer continue. Those who insist on this way lock themselves out from a power that would turn | 224 CREATIVE EMPTINESS |
| and perform the operation of removing the tight lock -- that has existed for millennia -- from | 255 THE BIRTHING PROCESS -- COSMIC PULSE |
| Locked......................46 | |
| a strength and life force that was previously locked or blocked. So I do not promise you | 26 FINDING ONE'S FAULTS |
| how much self-honesty they try to have, become locked in a certain vacuum that bars a complete | 26 FINDING ONE'S FAULTS |
| potent force of eros can enter the tightly locked door. But in most cases, when the door | 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX |
| conclusion, you continue to fear all that is locked behind the wall and prevent yourself from facing | 47 THE WALL WITHIN |
| from behind the wall, the fewer trends remain locked in. This is good work, and it needs | 47 THE WALL WITHIN |
| reaction, not having been aired, continues to live locked in the soul. In the unconscious of the | 58 THE DESIRE FOR HAPPINESS AND THE DESIRE FOR UNHAPPINESS |
| of faith, love, truth, wisdom, but these are locked away by the obstructions and deviations. All these | 63 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| loving is your main guilt which you keep locked away from consciousness. As long as you do | 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF |
| You do not trust yourself with this betrayal locked in your soul. Your psyche says: How can | 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF |
| have not yet been solved. You are still locked and blocked, and although you may see certain | 70 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| in some inner makeups that are not as locked and blocked as others. Although this is slow | 79 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| ambition. Also I feel that nothing is so locked, no matter how hard or how short the | 79 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| work. Isn't that right? There is nothing so locked that it cannot be dissolved. ANSWER: That is | 79 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| pain you will lose it. By keeping it locked up and covering it, you continue to suffer | 86 THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION IN CONFLICT |
| within yourself, where you discover that you are locked and enslaved in what is called, in your | 92 REPRESSED NEEDS - RELINQUISHING BLIND NEEDS - PRIMARY AND SECONDARY REACTIONS |
| must be established first. Without it you are locked and blocked. Beware of finding a quick answer | 92 REPRESSED NEEDS - RELINQUISHING BLIND NEEDS - PRIMARY AND SECONDARY REACTIONS |
| outside, it does no good. Inwardly, something remains locked. You remain incapable of coming out of this | 94 SIN AND NEUROSIS -- UNIFYING THE INNER SPLIT |
| is only so when the adult person has locked his or her soul and refused to grow | 100 MEETING THE PAIN OF DESTRUCTIVE PATTERNS |
| such pleasurable feelings are kept even more securely locked than hate. Often hate is artificially fostered as | 119 MOVEMENT, CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPERIENCE: PLEASURE, THE ESSENCE OF LIFE |
| no need for selfwill. Fear is the great locked door which prohibits you from entering, right here | 130 FINDING TRUE ABUNDANCE BY GOING THROUGH YOUR FEAR |
| solution to many problems that have remained stubbornly locked so far. The mere realization, I cannot step | 130 FINDING TRUE ABUNDANCE BY GOING THROUGH YOUR FEAR |
| is impossible because the door is too tightly locked, you cut yourself off from the invigoration of | 146 POSITIVE CONCEPT OF LIFE-FEARLESSNESS TO LOVE-BALANCE BETWEEN ACTIVITY AND PASSIVITY |
| you begin to sense the richness and treasure locked up in you -- in everyone of you | 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| best feelings. This is where you are inwardly locked in battle. The more you face these feelings | 156 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| good feelings. So many of you are still locked and paralyzed. Expressing fear and anger is the | 157 INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF EXPERIENCE HINDERED BY EMOTIONAL DEPENDENCY |
| If they cannot bear certain emotions, which are locked away, they genuinely believe that whatever they feel | 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS |
| the lever the person needs to open the locked gate. For example, a person suffers from loneliness | 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS |
| the possibility to love? Do I hold forces locked up in me that contain all the good | 174 SELF-ESTEEM |
| concepts that are absolutely necessary to eventually open locked doors, for how can you expand your consciousness | 181 THE MEANING OF THE HUMAN STRUGGLE |
| they exist in you now. Therefore you remain locked in the contractions and cannot convert them into | 185 MUTUALITY: A COSMIC PRINCIPLE AND LAW |
| your outer being would like to release the locked force in you, would like to obtain from | 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL |
| into their natural energy-stream precisely because you had locked the gates against feeling your feelings. Some time | 190 IMPORTANCE OF EXPERIENCING ALL FEELINGS, INCLUDING FEAR - DYNAMIC STATE OF LAZINESS |
| false needs causes unbearable pain. It is tight, locked and bitter, with the added connotation of hopelessness | 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS |
| how to get in touch with the feelings locked up in you. This, too, may be discernible | 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS |
| a relatively small part of your consciousness is locked into negation, while a much more substantial part | 195 IDENTIFICATION WITH THE SPIRITUAL SELF TO OVERCOME NEGATIVE INTENTIONALITY |
| be dissolved and the creative energy that was locked up in this image is to be utilized | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| to mobilize. The same me that is now locked into spite and withholding contains other, more natural | 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT |
| do unless it learns to endure whatever is locked inside the psyche now: pain, meanness, malice, hate | 204 WHAT IS THE PATH? |
| to get out of the negativities you seem locked into, unable to give up. That venture in | 221 FAITH AND DOUBT IN TRUTH OR DISTORTION |
| be an idea of finiteness that is simply locked into your mind; thus you lock out the | 224 CREATIVE EMPTINESS |
| penetrate. Where it is not punctured, you stay locked within its narrow confines, which your spirit is | 224 CREATIVE EMPTINESS |
| is a reversed view, reflecting a consciousness still locked into space and time-bound terms. It would be | 233 THE POWER OF THE WORD |
| but you will also lift the lever that locked the mechanism. You will reach out into this | 250 INNER AWARENESS OF GRACE -- EXPOSING THE DEFICIT |
| from yielding to the temptation to keep yourself locked up in isolation and resentment. Desist equally from | 257 ASPECTS OF THE NEW DIVINE INFLUX: COMMUNICATION, GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPOSURE |
| door is always open, you are never, never locked out. All you have to do is knock | 258 PERSONAL CONTACT WITH JESUS CHRIST-POSITIVE AGGRESSION-REAL MEANING OF SALVATION |
| -- not because God punished humankind and therefore locked the doors, but because humans were deeply immersed | 258 PERSONAL CONTACT WITH JESUS CHRIST-POSITIVE AGGRESSION-REAL MEANING OF SALVATION |
| Locking.....................3 | |
| You then disregard what actually exists in you, locking it up where it will ferment and work | 13 POSITIVE THINKING: THE RIGHT AND THE WRONG KIND |
| more expeditiously by simply erecting this wall and locking up what would take much more time and | 47 THE WALL WITHIN |
| you then swing to the other extreme of locking your heart in fear of giving love because | 70 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS |
| Lodged......................7 | |
| the illusion and at last see the negativity lodged in yourself, you are much nearer to salvation | 147 THE NATURE OF LIFE AND HUMAN NATURE |
| is. Decide to call upon the subliminal forces lodged deep within the real self. May this lecture | 147 THE NATURE OF LIFE AND HUMAN NATURE |
| this has brought into the open a misconception lodged deeply in your psyche: that if you give | 150 SELF-LIKING: THE CONDITION FOR UNIVERSAL STATE OF BLISS |
| images we have talked about. The misconceptions, deeply lodged in the soul substance, compel people to act | 153 THE SELF-REGULATING NATURE OF INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES |
| Evil is nothing but the consequence of deeply lodged misconceptions with their inevitable further result: fear, guilt | 154 PULSATION OF CONSCIOUSNESS |
| your personality. To admit what childish nonsense is lodged in the unconscious is so hard because this | 162 THREE LEVELS OF REALITY FOR INNER GUIDANCE |
| am referring to very subtle levels of reactions, lodged in the unconscious or semi- conscious mind. The | 164 FURTHER ASPECTS OF POLARITY -- SELFISHNESS |