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own laws and still save those beings who longed for him? If He were to use his 21 THE FALL
hurt deeply and that certain something you greatly longed for -- you did not even quite know 73 COMPULSION TO RECREATE AND OVERCOME CHILDHOOD HURTS
the child did not receive the fulfillment it longed for, it became convinced that its longing was 119 MOVEMENT, CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPERIENCE: PLEASURE, THE ESSENCE OF LIFE
a slow form of suicide. Death is unconsciously longed for to the precise degree that it is 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES
comprehend and sense the fear of the most longed for, the most cried after state in life 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS
never bring real fulfillment. The fulfillment so painfully longed for can be attained only when you, as 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS
all else a new glow, a glow you longed for, but did not know you missed, did 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
 
 Longer-range................3
is much higher. It has an infinitely wider, longer-range outlook. QUESTION: We are told that love is 51 IMPORTANCE OF FORMING INDEPENDENT OPINIONS
hours earlier. In this case, comprehension of the longer-range cause and effect relationship implies that a further 196 COMMITMENT: CAUSE AND EFFECT
effect that are less obvious, less visible, and longer-range. Emotionally and spiritually immature people are not sufficiently 196 COMMITMENT: CAUSE AND EFFECT
 
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beam of love, whether consciously or unconsciously. The longing to feel this love drives, pulls, spurs humans 2 DECISIONS AND TESTS
already understand what these hitherto inexplicable feelings of longing really are have taken a great step. They 2 DECISIONS AND TESTS
be translated correctly. The love for God, the longing for God, is the driving force in every 2 DECISIONS AND TESTS
the subject of world weariness -- an indefinable longing or melancholy or sadness which may at times 4 WORLD WEARINESS
is never the main reason for the indefinable longing. Its background is more complex, and this is 4 WORLD WEARINESS
-- then a vague feeling of sadness and longing can grip them at times; it is as 4 WORLD WEARINESS
and thus also toward lifting the feelings of longing, sadness, nostalgia, or whatever else you want to 4 WORLD WEARINESS
Short-circuits can, along with other symptoms, cause indefinite longing and sadness, and anyone who is haunted by 4 WORLD WEARINESS
all your willpower to conquer the resistance. The longing for God and for one's true spiritual home 4 WORLD WEARINESS
explain the feelings of world weariness. The unsatisfied longing is indeed for God, but in a different 4 WORLD WEARINESS
in perfect harmony with God's laws can the longing for God be stilled. When you come close 4 WORLD WEARINESS
in harmony with God, you can satisfy your longing for God already in this life on earth 4 WORLD WEARINESS
have won out. When as a consequence the longing for love, fulfillment, light, brotherhood and fusion with 4 WORLD WEARINESS
another being touches them, they will confront this longing and tell themselves: I have so chosen, I 4 WORLD WEARINESS
wants this, whether knowingly or not. All unfulfilled longing is basically nothing else but the wish to 5 HAPPINESS FOR YOURSELF OR HAPPINESS AS A LINK IN THE CHAIN OF LIFE
immense bliss. You can perhaps sense how much longing there is in you to dissolve the self 10 MALE AND FEMALE INCARNATIONS: THEIR RHYTHMS AND CAUSES
the heart of each human being is the longing for happiness. Now what is happiness? If you 11 SELF-KNOWLEDGE -- THE GREAT PLAN -- THE SPIRIT WORLD
will reach the state for which you are longing far sooner. QUESTION: How far is desirelessness a 13 POSITIVE THINKING: THE RIGHT AND THE WRONG KIND
interpret. The conscious self just feels a certain longing, a certain dissatisfaction with the present life, even 17 THE CALL -- DAILY REVIEW
harmony of the fulfillment for which you are longing -- all of you. Everyone knows that selfishness 17 THE CALL -- DAILY REVIEW
right partner is nothing less than the deep longing for reunion with one's separated other part. Every 20 GOD: THE CREATION
this kind of love in sex is the longing for union with your counterpart so as to 20 GOD: THE CREATION
of Lucifer. In the beginning there was no longing for or sense of the light they had 21 THE FALL
experiencing a state of desolation, did a vague longing for something else -- they did not quite 21 THE FALL
to regain glimpses of this light. The vague longing that first some and later more creatures felt 21 THE FALL
When enough spirits came into the state of longing and the longing increased, the time was ripe 21 THE FALL
came into the state of longing and the longing increased, the time was ripe for the material 21 THE FALL
the material world was also created by the longing of enough spirits for something higher. The world 21 THE FALL
this earth sphere is a product of the longing of the fallen spirits. And it is equally 21 THE FALL
And it is equally a product of the longing of all those beings who remained with God 21 THE FALL
and more beings came into a state of longing for light. This would perhaps constitute the only 21 THE FALL
the state where they could recognize God. Their longing became conscious and meaningful. Their will could now 21 THE FALL
or a picture, so to speak, of the longing of the spirits who have fallen and who 22 SALVATION
the earth is equally a product of the longing of the spirits who remained in the world 22 SALVATION
is a product of God's world and the longing of the fallen spirits to reunite with God 22 SALVATION
be done. Enough spirits had to feel a longing for light before lighter worlds, still in the 22 SALVATION
realm of Lucifer, came into existence. Without this longing, unconscious and blind as it was at the 22 SALVATION
of years went by before, due to this longing, the earth sphere gradually came into existence. More 22 SALVATION
You said last time that due to the longing of the fallen spirits, gradually this earth sphere 23 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
came into existence not only due to the longing of the fallen spirits, but also due to 23 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
the fallen spirits, but also due to the longing of the higher spirits who have remained faithful 23 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
who have remained faithful to God and whose longing was directed to the salvation of their fallen 23 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
salvation of their fallen brothers and sisters. Their longing also helped to create this world. But this 23 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
satisfactorily. Whether God created this world or the longing of the spirits -- the fallen ones, as 23 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
was the expression of the attitude, of the longing, of everything that was and is part of 23 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
the expression of their attitudes, their mentality, their longing, their goals, their feelings, their deeds and thoughts 23 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
afterwards, provided there is no risk involved. This longing for love forces the subject to struggle to 32 DECISION-MAKING
as a transitory state in your development. Your longing and love of God is awakening before your 33 OCCUPATION WITH SELF -- RIGHT AND WRONG FAITH
We see so many struggling men and women longing to be loved who do not know that 35 TURNING TO GOD
divine spark and the physical body translates the longing to love into a longing to receive love 35 TURNING TO GOD
body translates the longing to love into a longing to receive love. In this layer exists the 35 TURNING TO GOD
of unity and teaches the fearful psyche the longing for it. The more strongly one has experienced 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
a compromise leaving you with a gnawing, unfulfilled longing. At this point the relationship turns static. It 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
to soul and touch the deepest core of longing that is also in man. If she can 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
and what is your true self, which is longing to reveal itself. Without eros, you are merely 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
truths. Raw sexual instinct also enters into the longing for this great journey, but sexual satisfaction begins 44 THE FORCES OF LOVE, EROS, AND SEX
feels frustrated. There is often but one impatient longing in the child: to become an adult so 47 THE WALL WITHIN
pleasure, in spite of this being a natural longing, you feel you do not deserve it. The 50 THE VICIOUS CIRCLE
reason? I mean the misunderstood current of this longing? ANSWER: You mean in male homosexuality? Yes. Yes 53 SELF-LOVE
are in a difficult situation, in hopelessness and longing, in despair and depression, as long as a 56 CAPACITY TO WISH -- HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY MOTIVES IN DESIRE
half in each soul accounts for the constant longing and searching for union, for companionship, and love 62 MAN AND WOMAN
follows: The awakening sex instinct mingles with the longing to be loved by the rejecting parent. Whenever 66 SHAME OF THE HIGHER SELF
creative forces. In order to fulfill the soul's longing to be loved, the human being often chooses 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED
wrong way. This is so partly because the longing is unconscious. As long as it cannot be 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED
first misunderstanding in this respect is that the longing for being loved is something to be ashamed 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED
is something to be ashamed of. Thus the longing is buried. Because it is buried, many unfortunate 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED
into being. You may think, With me, this longing is not buried at all. I am completely 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED
it. You may indeed be aware of the longing to some extent. But even so, you are 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED
partly conscious of the inner sadness, the unfulfilled longing, and of your struggle within to cover up 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED
and many others are mere substitutes for your longing to be loved. The frequent tendency to conform 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED
There are many more substitute trends for the longing to be loved, but I cannot possibly enumerate 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED
If you allowed yourself to feel the original longing, not being afraid of the supposed humiliation and 69 THE FOLLY OF WATCHING FOR RESULTS WHILE ON THE PATH; THE VALID DESIRE TO BE LOVED
habitually overlook the strong link between the child's longing and unfulfillment and the adult's present difficulties and 73 COMPULSION TO RECREATE AND OVERCOME CHILDHOOD HURTS
you are unaware of this conflict between your longing for a perfect love from your parents and 73 COMPULSION TO RECREATE AND OVERCOME CHILDHOOD HURTS
will be necessary, my friends, to reexperience the longing and the hurt of the crying child you 73 COMPULSION TO RECREATE AND OVERCOME CHILDHOOD HURTS
immaturity. It may be a search and a longing for something, without knowing what it is. It 74 CONFUSIONS AND HAZY MOTIVATIONS
self-expression, channeled in the wrong way, or a longing for self- assertion, also channeled in the wrong 74 CONFUSIONS AND HAZY MOTIVATIONS
against it, but that does not mean the longing is not there. The more unconscious inhibitions and 74 CONFUSIONS AND HAZY MOTIVATIONS
will also heighten your creative abilities. Humanity's fundamental longing is to actually participate in the new state 75 THE GREAT TRANSITION IN HUMAN DEVELOPMENT FROM ISOLATION TO UNION
and fear it in your ignorance, but the longing always remains. For in the state that is 75 THE GREAT TRANSITION IN HUMAN DEVELOPMENT FROM ISOLATION TO UNION
into two opposites. This underlying core is your longing for complete happiness, light, love, bliss, peace. The 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
complete happiness, light, love, bliss, peace. The original longing is for happiness supreme, but life on earth 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
such it is in crass opposition to the longing for life. And life, in essence, means bliss 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
creates a reality that says no to humanity's longing for complete fulfillment. This leaves us with the 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
to cope with them. My speaking of the longing for God may sound distant and abstract. When 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
all levels of your being instead. Your deep-rooted longing for this pleasure supreme is constantly in conflict 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
with death. Modern psychology claims that this deep-seated longing stems from the desire to return to the 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
therefore the struggle becomes more intense. But the longing of the human being goes back further than 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
need to become fully aware of the constant longing for pleasure supreme. Both may be very hidden 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
be released and a great measure of your longing for bliss will be fulfilled while still on 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
created that stands in clear opposition to the longing for and fulfillment of the happiness that could 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
supreme. You have discovered that much of this longing comes from your unfulfillment as a child, now 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
only in the relative time element. When your longing for happiness is not instantly fulfilled, this, too 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
and awareness of the basic current of your longing for pleasure supreme, as well as your apprehension 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
may say that you are aware of your longing for happiness as well as of your fear 81 CONFLICTS IN THE WORLD OF DUALITY
is just another variation of the human entity's longing for life eternal and its struggle against death 82 THE CONQUEST OF DUALITY SYMBOLIZED IN THE LIFE AND DEATH OF JESUS
pleasure is possible and therefore the greater the longing for it. Then a shortcut substitute is looked 84 LOVE, POWER, SERENITY AS DIVINE ATTRIBUTES AND AS DISTORTIONS
it is very possible not to experience any longing for pleasure, fulfillment, happiness. In fact, you may 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
deal of damage. The superimposed denial of the longing for pleasure supreme may seem to be expedient 85 DISTORTIONS OF THE INSTINCTS OF SELF-PRESERVATION AND PROCREATION
not even crave it. If there is no longing for it, this might indicate a healthy state 91 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
a healthy state of mind. The absence of longing means an acceptance of life and a healthy 91 QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
personality is not willing to face either the longing and the pain of the unfulfillment, or the 93 THE LINK BETWEEN THE MAIN IMAGE, REPRESSED NEEDS, AND DEFENSES
emptiness, of awareness of your unfulfilled need and longing. But as you look at the unfulfillment and 95 SELF-ALIENATION AND THE WAY BACK TO THE REAL SELF
in the life force. It is your inborn longing to partake of this experience, which becomes possible 119 MOVEMENT, CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPERIENCE: PLEASURE, THE ESSENCE OF LIFE
frustrated and feels a void, for the deep longing for happiness is not wrong, but is in 119 MOVEMENT, CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPERIENCE: PLEASURE, THE ESSENCE OF LIFE
natural phases of your past development. When erotic longing in childhood was fulfilled to a degree, due 119 MOVEMENT, CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPERIENCE: PLEASURE, THE ESSENCE OF LIFE
it longed for, it became convinced that its longing was wrong, and again the adult will battle 119 MOVEMENT, CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPERIENCE: PLEASURE, THE ESSENCE OF LIFE
adult will battle against these feelings. The healthy longing of the soul may occasionally counteract such conflict 119 MOVEMENT, CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPERIENCE: PLEASURE, THE ESSENCE OF LIFE
soul may occasionally counteract such conflict, but the longing is always diluted by the unassimilated original experience 119 MOVEMENT, CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPERIENCE: PLEASURE, THE ESSENCE OF LIFE
relationship between the sexes. When your striving or longing for this experience is attached to a negative 135 MOBILITY IN RELAXATION-SUFFERING THROUGH ATTACHMENT OF LIFE FORCE TO NEGATIVE SITUATIONS
you ignore: a) the intensity of the real longing; b) the presence of reservations to this real 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY
b) the presence of reservations to this real longing; c) their reasons; d) the consequent thoughts, feelings 139 DEADENING OF THE LIVE CENTER THROUGH MISINTERPRETATION OF REALITY
Be in peace. Be in God! 142. THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO
topic already raised last time: humanity's deeply ingrained longing for and its simultaneous fear of happiness. This 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO
outer ego faculties. By the same token, the longing for happiness must also be a longing to 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO
the longing for happiness must also be a longing to be released from these ego faculties. While 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO
reach, awareness of the deep-rooted conflict between the longing for and the fear of happiness, which is 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO
of happiness, which is the same as the longing for and the fear of letting go of 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO
then becomes possible and actually desirable. The deep longing for the happiness and harmony that comes from 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO
whether or not you are aware of the longing -- is only too understandable, for this is 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO
with the deeper self simultaneously becomes your greatest longing and your deepest fear. Such dichotomy between desire 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO
be caught up in the tremendous struggle between longing for and fearing happiness and the healthy letting 142 THE LONGING FOR AND THE FEAR OF HAPPINESS -- THE FEAR OF RELEASING THE LITTLE EGO
heard of such a thing have a deep longing and a mostly unconscious sense of a different 143 UNITY AND DUALITY
that the unified state of consciousness affords. This longing is misinterpreted by the personality, partly because it 143 UNITY AND DUALITY
after consciously and unconsciously. The misinterpretation of this longing occurs partly because it is unconscious -- only 143 UNITY AND DUALITY
You strive for the fulfillment of your deep longing to transcend and find, deep within yourself, a 143 UNITY AND DUALITY
in their practical daily existence. When the vague longing for, or the precise theoretical knowledge of the 143 UNITY AND DUALITY
could be like. You have only a vague longing, a vague sense that life could be different 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING
be different. Unfortunate are those who ascribe this longing to illusion, to lack of realism, and who 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING
those who have the courage to acknowledge this longing, no matter how late in life, and then 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING
begin by allowing for the possibility that this longing is justified and means that much more can 155 FEAR OF SELF -- GIVING AND RECEIVING
and inner life processes? What does your unfulfilled longing mean in these terms? What do your frustrations 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION
physical pleasure is a legitimate need and legitimate longing because it is part of the universal law 159 LIFE MANIFESTATION REFLECTS DUALISTIC ILLUSION
how much you also strive for them. The longing to contact the real self cannot ever be 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES
the precise degree that it is feared; the longing is there because the perpetual wakefulness of an 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES
must be fraught with fear and insecurity. The longing for escape from the tension of the ego 161 UNCONSCIOUS NEGATIVITY ENDANGERS SURRENDER OF EGO TO INVOLUNTARY PROCESSES
The Pathwork is actively concerned with fulfilling this longing. After all the labor and search my friends 166 PERCEIVING, REACTING, EXPRESSING
you inherently are--God! 170. FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS Greetings, all 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS
exists. Coexisting with your fear is an inherent longing for your true birthright, which is a state 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS
most. The further away the object of the longing, the easier it is to overlook one's fear 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS
to the fulfillment of their deepest desires, the longing for the most intense bliss imaginable. What makes 170 FEAR OF BLISS VERSUS LONGING FOR IT -- THE ENERGY CENTERS
open. When you finally see that an unfulfilled longing or painful conflict of long standing is the 171 SPIRITUAL LAWS
may manifest as vague discontent with life, hopeless longing, a sense of futility and frustration from which 175 CONSCIOUSNESS: FASCINATION WITH CREATION
often spoken about the fact that the simultaneous longing for pleasure and the fear of it constitute 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE
will always be the goal of your greatest longing, whether or not you are aware of it 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE
it? In your own soul, you obstruct this longing and are therefore at war within yourself. I 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE
entity. It is your birthright, my friends. Your longing for it is the most real and healthy 177 PLEASURE -- THE FULL PULSATION OF LIFE
less contact is cultivated, the more acute the longing becomes. This then, is a different kind of 180 THE SPIRITUAL SIGNIFICANCE OF HUMAN RELATIONSHIP
throes of their own inner conflicts. The unfulfilled longing becomes unbearably painful when isolation is chosen due 180 THE SPIRITUAL SIGNIFICANCE OF HUMAN RELATIONSHIP
mutuality. However, this does not mean that their longing for it is eliminated; the longing is always 185 MUTUALITY: A COSMIC PRINCIPLE AND LAW
that their longing for it is eliminated; the longing is always there. Yet it is also true 185 MUTUALITY: A COSMIC PRINCIPLE AND LAW
also true that entities manage to squelch the longing for expansion and mutuality perhaps through entire incarnations 185 MUTUALITY: A COSMIC PRINCIPLE AND LAW
However, when development proceeds a little more, the longing becomes stronger and more conscious. There are many 185 MUTUALITY: A COSMIC PRINCIPLE AND LAW
fluctuation: such people are convinced that their strong longing indicates their actual readiness for a real mutuality 185 MUTUALITY: A COSMIC PRINCIPLE AND LAW
go alternately through periods of aloneness and acute longing, then temporary fulfillment of a sort in which 185 MUTUALITY: A COSMIC PRINCIPLE AND LAW
actual mutuality -- not in fantasy, not in longing only, not in an as if situation. Needless 185 MUTUALITY: A COSMIC PRINCIPLE AND LAW
therefore anger and hate. On the emotional level, longing and disappointment alternate with fulfillment in fantasy. This 185 MUTUALITY: A COSMIC PRINCIPLE AND LAW
the consequences of being unaware of a deep longing or need. At times, a legitimate human need 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL
from it. Others are not aware of their longing or their needs. With their sensibilities dulled they 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL
it requires more work until the layer of longing becomes more conscious. People in this predicament should 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL
serves to make you more conscious of your longing -- and this is good. With regard to 186 VENTURE IN MUTUALITY: HEALING FORCE TO CHANGE NEGATIVE INNER WILL
itself and instituting a state of constantly unfulfilled longing. This is why it says in Scripture that 187 (THE WAY TO HANDLE) ALTERNATION OF EXPANSIVE AND CONTRACTING STATES
into your unfeeling numbness, you will detect painful longing and other undesirable feelings. As you allow them 187 (THE WAY TO HANDLE) ALTERNATION OF EXPANSIVE AND CONTRACTING STATES
fear pain, and also, of course, because the longing can never be entirely stilled. But there is 187 (THE WAY TO HANDLE) ALTERNATION OF EXPANSIVE AND CONTRACTING STATES
a wrong way of applying and interpreting the longing of the spiritual self. Now let us discuss 189 SELF-IDENTIFICATION DETERMINED THROUGH STAGES OF CONSCIOUSNESS
thinking. You do not see that the human longing is an expression of your sensing these possibilities 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS
these possibilities, but the direction chosen by the longing is in most cases exactly the opposite from 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS
only as you get deeper into yourself. The longing is always there. Something in your deepest, innermost 192 REAL AND FALSE NEEDS
of consciousness intact. Many entities have an intense longing to realize their inherent divine nature, and they 193 RÉSUMÉ OF THE BASIC PRINCIPLES OF THE PATHWORK: ITS AIM AND PROCESS
out as yet unexperienced residual feelings of sadness, longing, pain. But while you experience these, you already 196 COMMITMENT: CAUSE AND EFFECT
feel the old, yet unexperienced feelings -- pain, longing, sadness, fear. When you are totally committed to 196 COMMITMENT: CAUSE AND EFFECT
pain and frustration, unfulfillment, and perpetual guilt and longing. It is extremely difficult to change these force 201 DEMAGNETIZING NEGATIVE FORCE FIELDS -- PAIN OF GUILT
path entails. Every human being senses an inner longing that goes deeper than the longings for emotional 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
desire. Perhaps the most accurate translation of this longing would be a feeling or sensing that another 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
experience life must exist. As you translate this longing into conscious terms, you may become involved in 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
can grasp. One confusion might be: Am I longing for something unreal? Would it be perhaps more 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
realistic and more mature to give up this longing and accept that life is just this flat 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
and life? Therefore I should really abandon this longing. The way out of your confusion can only 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
for you. Thus it is true that your longing for this utopian kind of happier state is 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
abandoned. But does this truly mean that the longing per se stems from immature, greedy, or neurotic 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
real and what is false about your deepest longing? The desire is false when your personality wishes 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
responsible for the state that creates your unfulfilled longing. The longing is realistic when you start from 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
the state that creates your unfulfilled longing. The longing is realistic when you start from the premise 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
fulfilled and meaningful way; when you interpret the longing as a message from the core of your 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
real self. However, when the inner message of longing is misinterpreted by the negative, greedy, ungiving and 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
ungiving and demanding personality, confusion sets in. The longing is then put into channels of unrealizable fantasies 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
inner fighting and resisting. Do not abandon the longing per se. Take it seriously. In fact, cultivate 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
fulfilled and joyful state. Do not abandon the longing that comes from the sense that your life 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
norm. Right now, the saddest part of your longing is that deep inside you know how your 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
human personality function in a blissful state. Your longing to experience more pleasure is a message for 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
you realize your full life, and fulfill your longing in every conceivable way. This is a realistic 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
of giving up your little vanity. Therefore your longing can never be fulfilled, for no matter what 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
darkness. Spiritual practices alone can not fulfill your longing, no matter how much you sit in meditation 204 WHAT IS THE PATH?
involuntary force creates an electrifying blissful feeling and longing. If this attraction exists merely on the physical 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY
to be as closely connected as possible. The longing for close connection never ceases in the human 207 THE SPIRITUAL SYMBOLISM AND SIGNIFICANCE OF SEXUALITY
imply resignation to emptiness, suffering, pain, and unfulfilled longing. To avoid this they then hold on in 213 THE SPIRITUAL AND THE PRACTICAL MEANING OF LET GO, LET GOD
the universe. This state is immensely blissful. The longing for this bliss deep in the heart of 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW
battle between wanting to move and follow the longing, or resisting movement and giving up what your 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW
seek shortcuts. You sometimes want to fulfill the longing without paying the price. The price is the 215 PSYCHIC NUCLEAR POINTS CONTINUED -- PROCESS IN THE NOW
has learned. The need, the urge and the longing to give are an integral part of the 216 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE INCARNATORY PROCESS AND THE LIFE TASK
their task in life must feel a vague longing, a tugging discontent throughout their lives. Always heed 216 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE INCARNATORY PROCESS AND THE LIFE TASK
conscious mind should start a deliberate search. This longing also occasionally besets those who are basically committed 216 CONNECTION BETWEEN THE INCARNATORY PROCESS AND THE LIFE TASK
you profess to be. The truth is the longing for the perfect state you contain in your 219 CHRISTMAS MESSAGE -- MESSAGE TO THE CHILDREN
abundance. These are gauges. Where there is unfulfilled longing, there is something you do not focus on 220 REAWAKENING FROM PRE-INCARNATORY ANESTHESIA
task in it. Without curiosity something dies. The longing to understand is very important. You can go 231 NEW AGE EDUCATION
your real potentiality, your real fulfillment, your true longing. It may not conform to the appearance values 232 BEING VALUES VERSUS APPEARANCE VALUES -- SELF-IDENTIFICATION
the higher self, whether they come in a longing, a striving that is not articulated or in 234 PERFECTION, IMMORTALITY, OMNIPOTENCE
are blessed. 243. THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING Greetings, my very beloved friends. I am here 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
this vital new phase in your evolution. Your longing for eternal life must be totally conscious. This 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
means so, as a general rule. Usually the longing is suppressed and repressed. It then becomes transformed 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
then becomes transformed into subsidiary longings, such as longing for health, for happiness, for abundance, for avoiding 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
unconsciously, and finally consciously, longs for. When this longing is unfulfilled, the separation between the created being 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
the light of knowing -- and there the longing is fulfilled. The other part is still in 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
in fear, doubt, suffering; for that part the longing is unfulfilled. When you are not even conscious 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
this separated, fearful, doubting part remains unconscious, the longing for eternal life is also unconscious. As the 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
doubts and terrors manifest indirectly, so does the longing for eternal life. It may manifest in various 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
longings -- longings for false, unreal fulfillments. The longing may also manifest in compulsive drives. Whatever it 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
is important to make conscious the underlying, real longing for eternal life. All this will make it 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
dark corner of fear, doubt, terror, and the longing. To the degree the fears, doubts and terrors 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
the fears, doubts and terrors are unconscious, the longing is unconscious. To the degree they are conscious 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
unconscious. To the degree they are conscious, the longing is conscious. To the degree they are conscious 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
it is exactly this process through which the longing is fulfilled. As it required courage, integrity, openness 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
it is impossible to be conscious of your longing for it. Nor can you visualize it -- 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
level of doubt and fear and of the longing. And further, how should you work on directly 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
directly establishing the state in which this basic longing is fulfilled, and from which all other fulfillments 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
mean nothing without the inner state of fulfilled longing. That state is most difficult to describe in 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
existential fear is conscious, you can sense the longing for another state in which there is nothing 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
fact, their interconnectedness and interdependence. When the great longing is being fulfilled, connections are discovered that give 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
your spiritual task cannot in itself fulfill the longing we are discussing here. All outer fulfillment can 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
a direct byproduct of the great, deep, universal longing for the state of consciousness in which there 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
and explanations there is the repressed great existential longing as well as the fear of non-existence and 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
that result directly from the unfulfillment of the longing. So it is essential that you now uncover 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
these are the result of the great existential longing and the fear that it can never be 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
can the discovery of the fear and the longing be a real experience, rather than a theoretical 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
understanding. Once you experience the fear and the longing, do not push it away and assuage it 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
experience the pain of the fear and the longing. Do not wait for the deeply hidden fear 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
not wait for the deeply hidden fear and longing to manifest in outer experience that forces you 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
experience of the pain of this fear and longing. When you fully savor the experience, you dissolve 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
of you started out being aware of this longing, of the pain and fear of not being 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
focus, you can experience the fear and the longing. These feelings may perhaps at first be vague 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
benign meaning. Do not push this fear and longing away any longer, neither by false reassurances, without 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
false reassurances, without first knowing the fear and longing, nor by the false cynicism of accepting a 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
world, nor by simply displacing the fear and longing into more superficial, even though in themselves quite 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
it, feel the feelings of pain, fear and longing most specifically. Pray in the simplest and most 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
doubt, as you meet the fear and the longing for not being in doubt and fear. But 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
a state of doubt, fear, pain and unfulfilled longing, if there would not also exist, on some 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
total certainty, joy and utter fulfillment of all longing? We are now dealing with the most central 243 THE GREAT EXISTENTIAL FEAR AND LONGING
use it in your search for unification. The longing for physical life expresses the divine spirit surging 244 BE IN THE WORLD BUT NOT OF THE WORLD -- THE EVIL OF INERTIA
working through the fear of death and the longing for eternal life. As a next step, it 244 BE IN THE WORLD BUT NOT OF THE WORLD -- THE EVIL OF INERTIA
totally experienced the fear of death and the longing for eternal life, even if you still stand 244 BE IN THE WORLD BUT NOT OF THE WORLD -- THE EVIL OF INERTIA
immortality that alone can still the deep existential longing I discussed in an earlier lecture. With this 244 BE IN THE WORLD BUT NOT OF THE WORLD -- THE EVIL OF INERTIA
possibly false opinion about universal truth. The personal longing that brought you to this path, regardless of 246 TRADITION: ITS DIVINE AND DISTORTED ASPECTS
deeper and become conscious of both a deep longing to make these connections and an equally strong 249 THE PAIN OF INJUSTICE -- COSMIC RECORDS OF ALL EVENTS, DEEDS, EXPRESSIONS
Substance that hides nothing -- and the deepest longing in your soul for exactly this knowledge and 249 THE PAIN OF INJUSTICE -- COSMIC RECORDS OF ALL EVENTS, DEEDS, EXPRESSIONS
forces and receptive to them is the deep longing of every soul, consciously or unconsciously. The development 251 THE EVOLUTION AND SPIRITUAL MEANING OF MARRIAGE -- NEW AGE MARRIAGE
marriage and use this knowledge to articulate your longing. This is always the first step toward bringing 251 THE EVOLUTION AND SPIRITUAL MEANING OF MARRIAGE -- NEW AGE MARRIAGE
is not. You may deny your deeper unfulfilled longing because some of the hitherto unfulfilled longing has 251 THE EVOLUTION AND SPIRITUAL MEANING OF MARRIAGE -- NEW AGE MARRIAGE
unfulfilled longing because some of the hitherto unfulfilled longing has been assuaged. But you have so much 251 THE EVOLUTION AND SPIRITUAL MEANING OF MARRIAGE -- NEW AGE MARRIAGE
being open with others, for attaining intimacy? This longing can never be fulfilled, no matter how hard 252 PRIVACY AND SECRECY
pain and strain, it is the soul's greatest longing to find the deeper level of truth. The 253 CONTINUE YOUR STRUGGLE AND CEASE ALL STRUGGLE
to find the deeper level of truth. The longing, as I often said, exists regardless of whether 253 CONTINUE YOUR STRUGGLE AND CEASE ALL STRUGGLE
further away from the fulfillment of your soul's longing -- namely the real inner knowing of the 253 CONTINUE YOUR STRUGGLE AND CEASE ALL STRUGGLE
and anxieties. Denied fear creates more fear. Denied longing and desire create anxiety, not peace. Only the 253 CONTINUE YOUR STRUGGLE AND CEASE ALL STRUGGLE
in a most positive sense, to find your longing, to find that in your longing exists a 253 CONTINUE YOUR STRUGGLE AND CEASE ALL STRUGGLE
find your longing, to find that in your longing exists a kernel of true knowing about the 253 CONTINUE YOUR STRUGGLE AND CEASE ALL STRUGGLE
suspect. Yet you make the fulfillment of this longing impossible by blocking your soul's natural inclination toward 254 SURRENDER
to the basics of living, dying, suffering and longing, eliminates much illusion, fear and enmity. It contributes 257 ASPECTS OF THE NEW DIVINE INFLUX: COMMUNICATION, GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPOSURE
great chagrin. For, on the other hand, the longing for oneness can never be relieved without oneness 257 ASPECTS OF THE NEW DIVINE INFLUX: COMMUNICATION, GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPOSURE
never be relieved without oneness being achieved. The longing is desperate in your soul, and the pain 257 ASPECTS OF THE NEW DIVINE INFLUX: COMMUNICATION, GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPOSURE
experiencing oneness is excruciating. Not knowing of this longing, not feeling the pain, is even worse; it 257 ASPECTS OF THE NEW DIVINE INFLUX: COMMUNICATION, GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS, EXPOSURE

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